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Saturday, 31/12/2005 - Every begining should has an end! It's the last day of year 2005 - an end to a yr. Time to recap on the past yr and settled our outstanding matters. Alot of things in life begin and head towards an end. The end is normally the reason y anything wld 1st begins to happen. To explain this pt more clearly, the reason we studied(begining) is because we wanted to acheive a cert, diploma or degree(end). The reason y we go into a r/s(begining) is bcoz we want to end up in marriage for most of us(end). Hwever the end results may nt alwiz be the same as wat we desired to achieve when we first begin sth. Bt watever it is, once we let sth begins, we shld alwiz end it..nv open another door when the previous door is still open..

Friday, 30/12/2005 - Never repeat a mistake! Making a mistake once maybe forgivable. Bt we muz alwiz learn frm our mistake & try nv ever to make the same stupid mistake again. Some of the mistakes tt we made if repeat may caused hurt/harm to us or others, which is y we muz take extra care to eliminate the risk of making the same mistake. Year 2006 is coming soon in less than a blink of an eye. Take this last day to recap on wat u have done for the yr 2005 and wat are the things you did right or wrong. Continue the good stuff & throw away the bad. Wish everyone a Happy and Smooth Sailing Year 2006 in advance!

Try this quiz. I think most of you have seen it before. But no harm doing it again.. ***The Keys to My Heart*** You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. ***The Keys to Her Heart*** You are attracted to those who have a spl

Thursday, 29/12/2005 - It's not just you; make others feel good about themselves! It's gd to haf self confidence, bt it's even better if u can make others' self confidence increases when they're with u. It's not easy, bt it's achievable. Continue to encourage postive behavior & praise gd wk being done. U'll make the other person feel gd abt themselves & u'll taste the fruits of achievement too! P/S: Dear folks, this is 1 of the few last entries of 语录 I'm writing. 31st Dec 2005 will be the last 语录 entry. Bt I'll still continue to blog. Wat would be the contents, shall juz wait & see..Mb continue my long ago 2b continued story, mb poems, mb drawings, mb mb mb..haha =D

Wednesday, 28/12/2005 - Some things we do have no definite answer of right or wrong! When you encountered situations whr u haf absolutely no idea which ways to choose, take the 1 u'll find happiness in now. Coz of 2 general principles..1st, we do not noe wat the future may hold or hw far is the future for us, so wat matters most is now, the prsent. 2nd, dun u agree out of so many kinds of feelings in this world, like hate, anger, sadness; happiness is the most sought after feeling and is defintely the best to have? So go on, find your happiness now!

Tuesday, 27/12/2005 - He who's worth your tears would not makes you cry! This was spread around the internet for very long. And now I specially dedicate it to my dear.. I'm sorry for making you tear more than once 2nite.. I'm sorry to hurt you.. I nv meant 2.. I had nv distrust u b4.. I merely dun tink I'm worth ur trust, I had bad records.. but I'm truly gladful tt u trust me with all your heart & telling me ur deepest feelings which no1 else noe.. I told u b4 I'll nv be the 1st to walk out of this.. This promise shall still remains no matter what.. You can 4get about any other things tt I've said, bt alwiz remember I hold my promises true to u with all my heart & I really love u!

Monday, 26/12/2005 - Human's greatest feat is to overcome selfishness! Most of us are selfish in 1 way or another. And the level of selfishness is different in everyone. Some ppl's selfishness caused inconvenience to others whr other's selfishness may mean having others to scacrifice for them. We muz try our best to prevent our selfishness from taking over us at all times. Do things tt benefit the majority and nt think the world evolves ard u. You would be amazed!

Sunday, 25/12/2005 - Don't stretch people's limits! Even a rubber band has its limit of being stretched. Any further, it would break & hit the hands of the person stretching it. So humans are the same. Some ppl has higher limit of tolerance but there's still a limit. So never go too far in trying to provoke ppl. Realize ur own weakness & acknowledge the fact that everyone makes mistakes. Don't think the whole world hafta gives in to you & never take other ppl's kindness as weakness either! 2B05 ppl reading my blog should find the last sentence v.familiar..haha (".) But I do agree with wat Gabriel Sim said abt tt sentence. 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! May this Christmas be a wonderful one for you!

Saturday, 24/12/2005 - Family's Warmth - The best heater in the cold! Ohana - means family & family means no one gets left out or forgotten! When I have my happy times, family members are among the first I wana share my happiness with. Whenever things went wrong, I know my family members would alwiz be dere for me no matter hw many disappointments I have brought to them b4. In times of good & bad, family will be dere..I love my OHANA! Family's Warmth!

Friday, 23/12/2005 - 施比受更有福！ When you are the giving party, it means you have extra things to spare and dun lack of anything. Shouldn't you be thankful for that den? Start giving now. As you give, you actually gain more too. Happiness is 1 of them and juz that alone gives you all the reasons to give. Who wouldn't want happiness in life?

Thursday, 22/12/2005 - Love gives people power! Love can makes miracles happen. It gives every living creature the power to create wonders. You do things you never think you can for the one you love. When you're down, you think of your loved ones and it gives you the motivation to go on. Alot of things in life evolves around love, it's all about love!

Wednesday, 21/12/2005 - Life is like a mirror! Whatever things you do to others nw, be it good or bad will slowly reflect itself back on u. It's just a matter of time. So nv do harm to others, treat every1 wif a sincere heart. What goes around comes around. Always rem that!

Tuesday, 20/12/2005 - Now is the right time! There's never a rite time to do anything. You had been thinking of doing sth. You'll say, "I shall do this when that time comes." Hey, wake up man! All you gona do is to wait, wait & wait..nth is gona come out from waiting & thinking. Lift urself up, go out there & do the things u had wanted to! Be it learn a new skill, go to a new place, take up a new hobby, watever it is. As long as it's realistic to fulfill, go ahead & reach for ur dreams nw. Dreams can only come true when u wake up & start working towards it!

Monday, 19/12/2005 - Life is about spreading joy to people around you! Joy is like the flu virus. It's easily transmit from one person to another. When one's happy, they can influence the people who comes in contact with them. Christmas is just around the corner, go on & spread the joy virus around & make sure every1 catch them this Christmas!

Sunday, 18/12/2005 - To be able to do the things you like is a blessing! Once in awhile, squeeze some time out of ur tight schedule. Do the little things that you like. It would help u to recharge your body & refresh your mind. Naturally, you will feel happier too. This kind of blessing is self-obtained, dun deprived yourself of that chance 2b blessed!

Saturday, 17/12/2005 - Make your stand and stick to it! Convey ur point to the other party. Whether he/she choose to believe it or not, it's up to them to take it or leave it. But make clear ur stand and stick to it. Nv give in to their accusation juz bcoz u're too lazy to debate or defend urself anymore. Throw them the sentence, "I have said it and that's the only truth. Believe it or not, you choose!"

Friday, 16/12/2005 - Influence - A powerful weapon! Ppl can be influenced by other ppl, surrounding, environment, etc. And it can be used as a powerful weapon either to construct or to destroy. Humans can be influenced to do good deeds or perform bad acts. And influence can be direct or indirect. Be careful with ur words and actions, u may be indirectly influencing the younger generation, especially if they view u as their life idols.

Thursday, 15/12/2005 - 世界不会为任何人停止转动！ Time won't pause for u juz like the world would continue to spin wif or w/o u. No1 can't do w/o any1. So nv think u're great. Ppl may find it hard to move on wif things if u're gone, but there's still a way to go on. Juz make sure when u're still ard, do ur best in everything u can. Don't leave urself a chance to regret & others a chance to bad mouth u in the future.

Wednesday, 14/12/2005 - You have decided, move on! Once you have make a decision, no point looking back. Even if it was a deadly wrong move to do, don't cry over spill milk. Move on, coz life haf to continue. Staying on the same spot wun do any help to u or others.

Tuesday, 13/12/2005 - Don't plan about changes, change and adapt! Nv plan hw are u gona survive after chaning, or wat are u gona do abt the changes. Simply go ahead & change if u noe it will only do u more good than bad. Changed & adapt to the way things have changed. If u keep thinking and do nothing, there would nv be a right time to make changes. The best time is now!

Monday, 12/12/2005 - 问心无愧！ It doesn't really matter hw other perceived us 2b. As long as we noe the things we have done is nt against our conscience and is defintely upright. There's nth for us 2b worried abt. Watever it is, the general rule is to be true to urself!

Sunday, 11/12/2005 - Everyone prefers to have choices! When we were schooling, I guess most of us would be delighted to know that the next test would be a multiple choices test. We all love to have choices. So whenever you can, add choices for others in ur daily life. For your love ones, frenz, subordinates & whosoever you interact with. You would be surprised to see the changes in their reactions and replies. Go on, try it!

Saturday, 10/12/2005 - We are stronger than we know! There's hidden power in us waiting 2b unleashed only when danger comes. When faced wif dangers, we humans haf a natural instinct to unleash our hidden power and can do alot of things we can't normally. 在生死边缘，人会发出无限的力量！ Got today thoughts after watching 2 shows recently, 'Saw II' & 'The Descent'. Strongly encourage my dear readers to watch these 2 shows. But words of warning, "NOT SUITABLE FOR THE WEAK HEARTS!".

Friday, 09/12/2005 - Having someone to share happiness is a blessing! As they said happiness shared get doubled, you feel great to share your happiness with someone. Your life seems complete by having the same person there all the time to share your happiness with. Be it rain or shine, day or night, all through the year, they're there. Gal, no doubt I used to love her alot. Seeing her again didn't rekindle our love or anything. I'm not a FOSA as what XH said, k? For now, it's truly you & only you that I love, I wana be faithful & sincere to. Mb things will take a change for us soon. What we are having is at a risk of being lost, but it won't stop me from showering you with all my love, care and concern. I am still the same Ivan you know and I am still holding true to all my promises I made.

Thursday, 08/12/2005 - 不在乎结果的过程最快乐！ Only when we can totally stop worrying abt wat the end result will be, will we be able to enjoy the process. The same thing, same process that happens, can alwiz haf diff kinds of endings. Y shld u bothered too much then? It's sth u can't haf any ctrl over anyway. Juz enjoy the process while u're still at it!

Wednesday, 07/12/2005 - 简单爱 = 非占有或毁灭！ 无需占有对方的爱，更没有必要毁灭他或她与另一半的爱。爱是包容与谅解，体恤彼此。有时甚至需要以退出和成全来表现你完整的爱。无私的奉献是爱的基础。也许残忍，不公平，但都是难免的。 爱本来都只是两个人的事，无需理会他人的一言一语，交待也只是对彼此。别人知道这段关系与否并不重要，只要你我心中有对方以足够。

Tuesday, 06/12/2005 - Do things out of own will! Never do things bcoz of others. We shldn't be our own centre of attraction, thinking that the world evolves ard us & spins only bcoz of us. Neither shld be do things to satisfy others. It shld be out of our own will. Only then will u be happy & nt regret wif the decsions u made.

Monday, 05/12/2005 - Your heart has a mind of its own! Alot of times, we encountered cases when our heart & mind dun think as one. That's bcoz our hearts have minds of their own. And the mind is of more logical thinking whereas the heart based on emotions & feelings. Though we said dun let emotions affect the way u handle things, it's sometimes a wise choice to follow ur gut feelings too. The mind can nv be right all the times even if it's 90% accurate most of the times.

Sunday, 04/12/2005 - Fear held us back! Alot of times, we didn't managed to do alot of things is all bcoz of the fear in us. Fear nt only held us back, they may even eat us up. We give in to our own fear. Coz it's easier to give in than to fight back. Human's nature is to take the easy way out. But mb if we're brave enuf to fight back, we would have been able to achieve more. I think we shld really try to face our fear & get over them..try wif the small ones 1st to give u a sense of achievement.

Saturday, 03/12/2005 - 珍惜身边那个！ No1 can stays by ur side 4ever. Whoever is wif u nw muz be some1 u love, cherish and enjoy being wif. So treat them well. Coz u nv noe when wld they leave u. Be it willling or unwilling, 1 day, they can't be by ur side like they are nw. Nv wait till nw 2b sad or regret. Treasure them like u wld if u noe tml they wun be wif u anymore. So, 4gt abt the quarrel & nv use the hurtful words. Show ur love, care & concern nw.

Friday, 02/12/2005 - Friends are placed in the hearts no matter how great is the distance between us! To all my friends, no matter how seldom I contact u. As long as u're one whose path once crossed mine, u'll alwiz be in my heart. Friendships remain and never can end! I maybe v.bz wif alot of things in life. But nv hesitate to ask me for help in anything. I'll still squeeze out time to hear u out, to give u a hand or do anything to help u. Ivan is alwiz juz a phonecall away..

Thursday, 01/12/2005 - Everyone needs support in their decisions and confirmation in their performance! When we made certain decisions, we would alwiz hope our close ones would support us till the end. But it's kind of sad to admit the fact tt some of the time, we dun gt the support we need. And when we perform a certain task, we need confirmation from others to make us feel that we're doing a great job. So the next time, some1 do sth, nv be stingy wif ur compliments. Compliment them wif a "Job well done!" It do wonders!

Wednesday, 30/11/2005 - 时间让人变得健忘！ Humans are born 4getful beings, bt time let us be even more 4gtful. As time goes by, alot of things in our lives become insignificant..even if they used 2b v.impt to us, we slowly forget abt them. Even if they're still wif us all the time nw, we might still 4gt abt them..Mb we really shld stop & look ard us for the things we had missed out all these yrs or had long forgotten..

Tuesday, 29/11/2005 - Low expecations, bigger surprises! As we all hear b4, 希望越大，失望越大..so the opposite can happens too.. When u dun expects much, things happens slightly out of expectations can be a big surprise to u!

Monday, 28/11/2005 - Release the real you in your heart! We often act the way that is acceptable in life, society, sch or work. It's nt the only correct way, but maybe juz a more appropriate way to behave. However, there really ought to be time for us to release the real person in us. Do what we wish to, behave the way we really are comforable being and go the places we long for. Life is a 1 way trip, turning back is impossible. Nv let urself regret for being fake with urself. Gal, I can sense that in ur heart there's alot of things you wana do or places you wana go. But u tend to care too much about what others think, said or feel. However, I am willing to do the things you want with you & acc you to the places you wana go. Think carefully about ur wish list. You have until Christmas to do so & I am serious abt taking ur wish list from u. (".)

Sunday, 27/11/2005 - Be appreciative! When ppl do things for u, nv take it for granted. Show them thru ur words or actions that u appreciate wat they did. All humans are 4getful beings. U still need to keep reminding that u appreciate them & the little things they do for u. Like thx ur mum for every meals she cook for u. Try whipping up dinner for ur family juz for a week. And the condition is to have different dishes everyday plus the dishes must be healthy for the whole family. U wld noe hw hard it is. Planning a grp of friends' gathering is tough too. If u're nt the organizer & didn't contribute any ideas or efforts in the whole thing, dun complain if u tink the gathering wasn't successful. Be thankful tt at least the organizer tried his/her best! Nth in this world happens b'coz they ought to, some1 juz gota make them happens. And if that something was make happened by some1 especially for u, shldn't u show abit more appreciation?

Saturday, 26/11/2005 - Show what you have! We often said ppl duno the real us or we are not what they think. However has it ever occurs to us that mb we ourselves are protraiting that image to others ourselves w/o noticing it? Just like alot of us during our teenage yrs, we want to be treated as mature independent beings. Yet hw many of us truly prove that pt thru actions & nt jus plain words? If u want ppl to think of u as the way u want, den 1st u gota act & behave that way 1st! B4 u start finding faults with others, alwiz begin with urself!

Friday, 25/11/2005 - 拿得起放得下 - 真勇气！ Alot of things in life come & go, we just have to accept that fact & move on with life. And at times, we got ourselves into a situation whr we hafta let go even though it hurts big time. No matter hw unbearable we are, the only way is to do it - Just let go. The new would never comes unless the old go.

Thursday, 24/11/2005 - 舍己为人！ Most of us have a helpful nature. But to which extend are we willing to help others? Mb when some of us helps others, they would 1st consider the factors if the favor they're doing will means to sacrifice oneself. Be it time, $$, any kind of resources ba. Only by willing to help others w/o having to think much abt ownself's sacrifice, would we reach the highest level. Of coz we only do good favors, nt one tt is illegal or cause harm to any1.

Tuesday, 22/11/2005 - 幸福让它累积，悲伤让它流失！ Whenever you feel dw, find another reason for urself 2b happy. Life is simply too short to be bothered abt the negative things. We shld alwiz aim to build up our happiness in life & put sorrows in a sack wif an open bottom so they get leaked out as we move on in life. Happiness gets lighter when u build on them & sorrows get heavier if u keep on carrying them. So start collecting your happiness & dump ur sorrows. Tml will alwiz be a better day if you choose to! To Lyn, HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY! 9 yrs of friendship, going strong! 5G1U rocks! To SY (If you read my blog), rem you will alwiz haf a frenz in me. My entry 2nite suits u too. Think over it! To my gal, we shall just continue the way we used to be, can? I really dun want things to end here & nw. Can we just work our way into building up our happiness & create more memories to keep us company during our old age years while emptying the sorrows caused by the stress given by others

从友情提升为爱情 有过不少争执 最终有了彼此认为完美的协议 原只是两人之间的约定 似乎对周围的人带来小小的困扰 流言蜚语满天飞 一开始的她非常在意 我的诚意 我的安慰 还有一颗真心 安抚了她的心 一棵茁壮的大树 经历无数风雨 也有倒下的一天 像我这样一个平凡的男生 面对那么多的许可 是否能继续下去 坚持做她风雨中的避风港 难过伤心时的支柱 寒冷天气里的暖炉 我开始彷徨 难道只想好好爱一个人也错了吗 从开始到现在 我真的毫无求任何回报 唯一要她给我的承诺 就是能开心地与我度过每一刻 创造无数的美好回忆 我深深了解 有天她会离我而去 但我却愿意付出我的一切 来带给她这一生最快乐的时光 换取她满脸的笑容 和那永远值得怀念的回忆 这一生 不在乎天长地久 只庆幸有她陪我走过这一段无可取代的幸福路

Monday, 21/10/2005 - 决定了就不要被动摇！ Whatever we do in life, there would surely be ppl supporting & also those who're against it. We can't please every1 at the same time. So wldn't it be better to do what you wana do instead? Once you come to a decision, have total confidence in urself & complete faith in believing that the decision is the best. I'm nt asking u 2b sturbborn here, bt to stand firm on the decision u made.

Sunday, 20/11/2005 - Voice out, ask for help! No1 in this world noes everything. Every1 of us noes sth some1 else may noe nth of. When u run into problems, alwiz ask, dun keep to urself. Nth wld be solve by keeping quiet & all ur problems to urself. Even if the person u ask help frm can't solve ur problems, they may juz noe of anor frenz of theirs who can help. The world is abt connections!

Saturday, 19/11/2005 - Promises are made to be kept! B4 making any promises, big or small, alwiz think carefully. Consider the consequences of having to brk tt promise in the future & hw high is ur chances of keeping tt promise made. It wld be best only to make a promise if u haf 100% confidence in keeping tt promise true. It wld hurt the other party alot if u make an empty promise. Gal, those promises I made, I had thought over them nt juz overnite. Afew weeks back, I have been thinking abt them. It's only after yest lunch, it strengthens my decision to make those promises to u. And pls trust tt I will keep every1 of them.

Friday, 18/11/2005 - There is a chance for everyone to be wrong - listen to others at times! I supposed alot of us haf the mentality of wat we do is right. Of coz we shld alwiz haf faith in our own judgement & trust the decisions we made are correct. However, at times, we do hafta listen to other ppl's advice & may even hafta follow other ppl's way of doing things. If it'll benefits u, improve the situation u're in or nt bring harm to any1, you may juz wana give it a try!

Thursday, 17/11/2005 - Think fast but be slow to comment! While having a conversation with people, spend more time listening. As u listened, digest them and nv rush to make comments. Until u fully understand what the other party had say, dun act smart & start making comments. Think of the approriate things to say. And at times, a hug is even better than a thousand words if the other party is feeling extremely dw. We're born with 2 ears, 1 mouth to listen more than we speak. Listen attentively to the words being said & listen with your heart for the unspoken words.

Wednesday, 16/11/2005 - Having a back up plan is good! Though I dun suggest ppl to keep worrying abt the worst tt can happens, we can alwiz think of wat to do if sth bad were to happen. At least we would nt be caught off guard. It may sounds contradicting nw. Wat I suggest is to alwiz haf a back up plan ready, bt when we're doing anything, we shld nv tink of a way out for us if things were to go wrong. We need to tell ourselves there's no turning back, we can only perform our tasks perfectly or we fail. Tt way, we will be able to do our stuff better.

"Take a look at an apple tree. There might be five hundred apples on the tree, but each apple has just ten seeds. That's a lot of seeds! We might ask, "Why would you need so many seeds to grow just a few more apple trees?" Nature has something to teach us here. It's telling us: "Not all seeds grow. In life, most seeds never grow. So if you really want to make something happen, you had better try more than once." This might mean: You'll attend twenty interviews to get one job. You'll interview forty people to find one good employee. You'll talk to fifty people to sell one house, one car, one vacuum cleaner,one insurance policy, or a business idea. And you might meet a hundred acquaintances just to find one special friend. When we understand the "Law of the Seed", we don't get so disappointed. We stop feeling like victims. We learn how to deal with things that happen to us. Laws of nature are not things to take personally. We ju

Tuesday, 15/11/2005 - Two similar causes can have two extremely different effects! Normally, we try v.hard to make sth happens, it may juz go in the totally opposite way. Like when parents pinned high hopes on their kids and make them study, study & study. Let them go for all kind of extra classes, enrichment courses & the list nv ends. Often it ends up that either they get wat they hope for or their kids can't take the stress from parents and become rebellious kids who do all the wrong things they noe their parents can't accept. When we're being thrown into a difficult situation, we haf 2 choices, either to admit to our fate like what most ppl will do or decides that we gona turn the table ard & fight our way thru. It's ur call!

Monday, 14/11/2005 - Even a machine needs to rest! Today then I truly understand the meaning of "休息是为了走更长远的路". I was feeling real terrible 2day. Bt well, I insist on wking till it's time to knock off. Yes gal, I noe u care for me, u want me 2 go hm early & rest. However, u muz understand workaholics run in my family. I can't bring myself to juz leave 1/2 way. And I noe my own limits. If I really can't take it, I would allow myself to really rest. My dear readers out dere..there's a reason for everything. All of us need to rest, which is y no matter if u're schooling or wking, u'll surely haf ur rest after a long period of time. Students get their school holidays, those who're wking get their public holidays, off days & annual leave. I understand some ppl are simply too bz to take a day off their busy days. Bt if u're nt gona replenish the energy, hw are u going to produce better results? So, school holidays are juz ard the corner, take

Sunday, 13/11/2005 - Take one, pay back ten! Dun tink no1 noes tt u took adv of others. What goes ard comes ard. In the end, watever gains u took frm others thru dishonest ways, u hafta pay back 10 times more. Have a clear conscience and live ur life pure. Life's achievements are nt measured by hw much u haf, it's hw much u gave to others. It can be physical or non-physical. It's the good thoughts that count.

Saturday, 12/11/2005 - Do what you should, then let it be! When you have done what you should to make something works, the other half is up to the other party(ies) to act. Alot of situations tt we faced in life goes to show the real meaning of it takes 2 hands to clap. 一个人的力量很微不足道，只有万众一心才能创造奇迹!

Friday, 11/11/2005 - 让自己开心不需要理由！ All u need to do to make urself happy is to choose 2b happy and most impt is you want 2b happy! It's juz as simple as that. Tt's basically wat I do everyday. haha =D Everyone who walked past my desk at wk, no matter hw stressful they are, they will find a reason to smile & be happy juz be seeing me. keke >.<

Thursday, 10/11/2005 - 凡事要对得起天地良心！ It doesn't matter if wat we do failed to receive others' agreement. As long as we noe wat we're doing does nt harm others, we can juz go ahead & do it! Even after doing it, ppl make bad comments on it. Have faith in wat u have done! Gal, this is for you. We both noe wat happened. =)

Wednesday, 09/11/2005 - Compare to strive better, not to make anyone feel worse! It's gd to compare & strive 2b better. Hwever it's unhealthy for one to compare wif anor & feel lousy abt urself. Neither is it a gd thing to compare & make other ppl feel inferior. So use comparision as a motivation nt as a weapon! Gal, tis is for u. Mb it's bcoz I have nv praise u openly. But u're really a v.gd supervisor. Don't doubt ur own's ability. U're up to the job. Nt only I tink so, I believe God Ma, Aunt Jas & Xiao Hui agree wif tt. Keep up the good job, k? Have faith in urself! Every1 learns as time goes & take all lessons learnt as experience. Continue to collect ur experience!

Tuesday, 08/11/2005 - Jealousy kills! When one's emotions get ctrl by jealousy, it spells disaster! You tend to lose ur cool and haf ur mind so confused. Mb sometimes, we need to said alittle white lie. Be it to others or ourselves to make ourselves feels better. I dun even noe wat am I talking abt 2nite. My mind is like a whirlpool nw. Bt jealousy does kills. At times, it even torture u & drain u out. It's the most terrible feeling u can have!

Monday, 07/11/2005 - 一切从小开始！ Yes, a sea is make up of little droplets of water, a desert is full of small grain of sand. U save alittle each day to haf a sum tt's enuf for u to buy the things u wanted. 积少成多! Watever tt's big nw, came frm sth tt was small. Take ur small step out nw to achieve the big things in life! 1 small step each day will become a great leap in time to come! Nv give up doing the small little things. They can create a big effect in ur life 1 day!

Sunday, 06/11/2005 - 说者无意，听者有心！ I believe alot of times, we said sth tt is nt meant 2b sarcastic or giving hints on anything, bt the receiving party feel otherwise. Words can be constructive or destructive. With the appropriate words being said at the right time may get you the gal of ur dream and words said in a fit of anger may caused you to lose everything in ur life. Gal, I am still the same me. I'm nt behaving in a weird way. But I'm sorry for the tone juz nw. I really didn't mean anything. I swear! 你的心原谅我了吗？

How did you spend ur Hari Raya? Stayed at hm & watch the special TV programmes prepared by Mediacorp? Went muslim friends' hse to feast? Whatever you did, hope you had a great time! Belated Selamat Hari Raya Puasa to everyone out there! As for me, went to pick my gal & XH at ard 10am+. 1st stop was PS, bought movie tixs for 3 movies. Supposed 2b 4 shows, bt somehw, some1 reduced it to 3.. XH's bf supposed to come wif us, bt didn't and XH supposed to watch movies wif us, end up aso dun haf. Hmm..Alot of supposed to be stuff tt got cancelled. Settled our bfast at LJS. Great! Alwiz love the thick 1 inch bread tt tastes so yummy wif the milo freeze. Bowling at Cathay Cineplexes supposed to be our next programme. Mb it's to pay back for deciding to reduce the no. of movies, the bowling alley was closed dw & we can't get to play bowling. Wanted to change to KTV @ KBox bt all the rooms are full. So in the end, we went shopping. Taka, Wisma, Far East..And only m

Saturday, 05/11/2005 - 有心不怕迟！ I was hesitating whether to use this 语录 for 2nite. Coz it's kind of contradicting. Haiz..bt well, tt's life, I guess. Life is full of contradictions. Or rather, there's alwiz exceptions to alot of things. So my 语录 2nite can only apply to certain things in life. There's nv a 1 size fits all. Somethings that hafta be done & said cannot wait. It juz hafta be complete soon. And for some other stuff, it's nv too late to start doing it. They're the stuff I'm refering to. Things like pursing a higher education, starting a healthy lifestyle, getting rid of ur bad habits, etc. It's alwiz gd to do so & it's nv late if u really put ur heart into doing it!

Friday, 04/11/2005 - A question needs an answer! When we ask qns, normally an ans is expected. Wldn't it be irritating to keep asking qns & yet no1 provides u wif an ans? So the next time when u haf an ans to the qns u hear ppl asking, do tt person a favor & ans them. They might be gladful to u!

Thursday, 03/11/2005 - All future tense belongs to the uncertain! Don't live for the future anymore. You may nt even be able 2c tml sunrise. We can nv be sure hw many more tmls we can haf. It's okay nt to haf alot of memories, bt dun let urself haf too much regrets!

Wednesday, 02/11/2005 - 人生总有些事或话是免不了的! In order to achieve something, we may hafta do or say sth b4 anything else can works. Of coz, I'm not saying we shld do undertable stuff or anything tt wld harm any1. However, creating stepping stones to achieve our goals are impt. It's up to individual to decide their level of acceptance.

Tuesday, 01/11/2005 - "Sometimes, only the wrong can lead you to the right!" Got my 语录灵感 frm a friend's profile. When u're at a cross junction, with only 2 paths to choose from, & you noe 1 of it is gona bring u to the destination u wana go. And you happened to choose the wrong one, wldn't it be obvious tt the other path is the correct one? So only when we dare to try, we wld discover wat's wrong to let us noe 100% FOR SURE wat's the correct way. But if we dun even dare to make the 1st step, we wld nv noe wat's defintely rite or wrong. We can merely juz keep thinking & making our own wild guesses. Am I not correct? haha =)

Juz got back frm my overnite mj not long ago..Played from ard 9pm yest to nearly 6am tis morning. I wasn't the least bit tired throughout the game. So energetic even till nw. haha =) My gal, god ma & auntie Jas were all gone case. Bt god ma& auntie Jas had been wking hard the past few weeks. Felt quite bad to make them stay up so late. Bt I'm letting them relax after so much stress. And I bet their kids would thx me too. Coz it's rarely they get a chance to play till so crazy & slp real late. Had a wonderful dinner last nite b4 our fierce battle of mj! There were auntie Jas's curry chicken (that was fantastic), god ma bought chilli crabs (quite nice, but my Irene mama's 1 taste better) & stingray(I didn't ate a single piece; but the rest said it's kind of dry). Yah, and there were 扣肉包. God ma's maid (still duno hw to spell her name) cook that. I ate 3 包 while waiting for god ma to come back. It was great too! Caramel pudding was our dess

Monday, 31/10/2005 - Winning and losing is just part and parcel of life! Whether you win or lose in anything, the most impt thing is to be a humble winner & not a sore loser..It's all abt sportsmanship. Win or lose is not exactly impt. You gain experience each time you participate. 经一事长一智!

Sunday, 30/10/2005 - Don't be blind to your faults! I read a meaningful book recently. As I stared at my wonderful samsung flat screen monitor for ages thinking of 2nite 语录, I cldn't think of my own. Den afew things tt happened recently made me thought of a story I read in the book. It was said that when humans are born into this world, they brought along 2 bags wif them. A big & a small. The small was hang infront of us while the big one hanged behind. In the small bag, contains mistakes make by others while the bag behind is used to contain our own mistakes. And because it's behind us, we dun normally get to see it. This explains y some ppl nv ever in their life wld admit to any mistakes they made. A simple example I heard frm my tutor yrs ago. She told me, "How ironic it is to critise the drama actor ill-treating his dad in the show when the audience is one who left his dad in an old folks home?" Would ur wrongs be lesser whether u ill-treat ur parents or l

Saturday, 29/10/2005 - It doesn't matter which path you take if you have no idea where you want to go! Every path leads u somewhere. Bt if u haf nv tot of the final destination u wana arrived at, den it doesn't matter which way u go. Coz whichever place u end up at wld nv be a place u've plan to to go. It's alwiz impt to haf a goal, a destination u wana reached. At least u wld nt be travelling like a ship on the sea wif no compass. 就连候鸟也知道自己冬天要往哪里飞去...

Gal, Mb I express my views wrongly..I didn't mean that I nv expect u to hold ur promises to me. I trust ur every words, bt I'm simply prepared tt 1 day, u MIGHT(nt for certain) no longer hold the promises u made. I believe in hoping for the best yet preparing for the worst. At least if tt time really comes, I wun be as sad as nt well prepared. The promises I made, I hold them true. Your promises to me, they're kept in my heart. B4 yest, u really didn't hurt me. Bt things wld nt change a wee bit even of wat happened yest. I totally understand hw u feel, y u tink the way u wld. U're still the same gal in my heart as u had alwiz been. I still believe u as much, still like u as much & still will enjoy my every moments wif u nt juz as much, but getting more every time we go out. Don't say sorry to me ever again. Don't talk about fairness to me anymore. Nth is fair in tis world. Who are we to make everything fair? And what exactly is fairness? Simply let me li

Extracted from her blog - > Hurting you is not what I want and I didn't expect things to become like that. After receiving ur sms, I can sense that something is not right. I msg u and called u twice but u chose to reject my call. Do you know how worry I am? I kept staring at my phone waiting for u to msg back or called back. I don't felt like going to sleep anymore even though I am tired. I just wanted to contact u on the phone and heard ur voice just to make sure u are alright and reached home safely. I know I have promised u to forget about what is fair or not fair. But I just cant control my thought from not thinking of fairness.U may think that I worried too much but this is what my character is. I know that there is nothing much I can do when things already happened. Even though I promise you now again not to think about fairness, you will not believe me anymore. I know I have lost the trust that u have with me and u might even feel disappointed with me. But no matter w

送她回家以后 一个人开着车子在快速公路上奔驰 收到她的一则简讯 思索起伏不定 忽然之间 眼眶湿了 失去已久的眼泪仿佛找到了回家的路 当第一滴眼泪落下 我知道对她我已无可自拔 越想控制却越无能为力 泪如雨下 停在路旁 眼前一片朦胧 耳朵顿时什么声音都听不到 想要呐喊也开不了口 握在驾驶盘上的手失去了感觉 心跳仿佛停止 好像下一秒我就会灰飞烟灭 手机不停地响 我惟有取消来电 不能让她听见我哭泣的声音 不想让她觉得伤害了我 她说觉得对我不公平 但试问世上什么事何谓公平 为何她始终不了解 对她好是我的使命 在一起享受的每一分每一秒都是快乐的 她的微笑是我最大的回报 我们俩都很矛盾 到现在也搞不清自己要得是什么 她有她的原则 我有我的坚持 她坚硬的原则何时才能彻底的放下 我的坚持要撑我到多久 为什么要为不肯定的未来而烦恼 享受当下难道不是最重要的吗

Friday, 28/10/2005 - Don't be bothered about something that may never happens! In life, we tend to worry abt alot of things. Whenever we wana do or say sth, we hestitate. What if this happens, what if that goes wrong, what if he/she thinks, what if they can't accept, & the list goes on & on..? These what ifs are just stopping us doing things we alwiz want to. As long as the thing u do is not gona harm, cause physical or emotional hurt to any1, go ahead & do it. You never try, you never know. And because it's what if, means there's a possiblility that the factor u're worried about would happen, similarly it wld aso means there's still a possibility tt it wld nt happen at all. And more often than not, it's juz the human's brains tt tink too much & get themselves so worried abt sth that may never ever happens. What's the whole pt? The future is not ours to see, just enjoy the present state!

Thursday, 27/10/2005 - Alot of things take time to show its effects! Like going on a diet, u need to be persistant & consistent on ur workout to truly see the effects on u & haf a healthy body. Studies, u need to spend time revising for ur exams to get the best scores u can too. So nv give up when some things do not seem to work at 1st..coz over time, the effect might be greater than wat u expect!

Wednesday, 26/10/2005 - Physical touch warms a heart! This is easily illustrated. If u haf a dog, the moment u stepped hm, the dog wld stroke its head against ur leg. It's showing u tt it misses u & is happy 2c u. Hw nice it is to be welcome. A pat on the back to praise u for good work done or console u for trying ur best. It's adds joy and relief sorrows. A peck on the cheek frm parents to let their kids feel safe & slp tight thru the nite. Don't lose the gift that all humans are born with. Can you imagine a world even the ability to feel? I can't..

Tuesday, 25/10/2005 - Mistakes made are first known to the person who did them! When ppl make mistakes, they would noe. It's juz a matter of whether they wana admit it. Of coz there wld be some ppl like my frenz(panda chen)'s bf. He would nv admit tt it's his fault. Even when he did sth which no1 wld tinks he's rite beside himself. Next time when some1 makes a mistake, point out to them once, it's enough. If they're sensible, they would noe it's their fault and will feel bad abt it. Don't make them feel worse. Bt if they're like PC's bf, wat's the pt of telling them they're wrong in the 1st place when they simply dun bother and in their dictionary, they can nv be the 1 at fault? Forget abt these ppl, they're hopeless! *For my dear mum, every1 noe the mistake was nt make by u, at least OHANA believe u. Heck care that unreasonable & arrogant mad lady. It's her loss. Rem wat gma said, "When some1 scolded u for sth u nv do, t

I wrote a poem for her.. We met by fate Past were the countless dates From strangers who never met To colleagues who rarely chat Became friends we simply clicked Now you are someone who makes my heart skipped Taking it slow is what we seek I am here to take care of all your needs Love is lurking into your life Sincerity is stacking on my side We sought to see the future When we ought to cherish the present Maybe it is time we take the risks To truly enjoy the bliss I can sense your heart beating Just like my fast breathing You are feeling confused This is why you simply refused Let take your hands To our own wonderland I can’t promise you forever But bringing you hurt is never I am not asking you for a Yes Until I have passed all your tests There is nothing I can do But only to let time prove

Monday, 24/10/2005 - You deserved the best; fight for it! Every1 in this world deserved the best. But it would nt come to u by waiting & letting chances passed. Fight for it! Show the world how badly you want it! Let whatever you want feel your sincerity & even if u still can't get it in the end, at least u tried ur best!

Sunday, 23/10/2005 - Greatest thing on Earth - Mother's Love! I tink nt much ppl wld disagree wif me on this. And I dun really need to elaborate more to emphasize hw great our mums are to us. The most significant thing that only a mum can do for u is who else can carry u for 9 mths plus b4 delivering u safely on earth? If she had decide to give up 1/2 way, u wldn't be here nw. Mums wld nv say u're ugly, coz they think we're the most perfect 'products' they made on earth. Go give ur mums a kiss after u read this. Mums kissed us when we were young, even when we had chocolate all over our face or we wet our pants & sat dere to mess wif our urine. So even if ur mums had all her teeth gone & is dripping saliva, u still haf no excuse nt to kiss her!

Saturday, 22/10/2005 - Deepness of hurt caused tells it all! 1st of all, to clarify tis is nt based on personal experience. In fact, my r/s in all areas is getting on fine! haha (".) Den some bear wants me to acknowledge tt he provides abit of help in 2nite 语录 coz he seeks my advice on his frenz's love r/s. Ok, thx my dear xiong di di! Love will definitely hurts, bt when love hurts sometimes, it shows hw deep ur love is coz u care. Bt when love hurts all the time, it may nt be love after all. Coz I believe love shld let u feel positive. 幸福因为被爱，受到关怀，心头涌上一种甜甜的感觉. Isnt't tt wat love is abt?

Friday, 21/10/2005 - The longer you wait, the harder it gets! This is the advertising line for the "40 yr old virgin" which I went to watch tonite actually. It was refering to some other stuff. But I tink tis 语录 can served our daily lives reminder. Sometimes, we keep hesitating abt doing sth bcoz we're so so so worried it doesn't turn out well. But the longer we wait, the more afraid we get & the higher chances of nt doing it. Sometimes, u juz hafta see, tink, analyse, make a decision & do it all in a spilt second. Once the timing is missed, u may miss it 4ever! Anyway, sth nice happened to me 2nite..Nt gona tell u folks..hehe >.< gota respect indivual parties. Until involved parties dun mind letting ppl noe. Yet y did I said it here rite? Coz wana 吊你们胃口. haha (^^.)

Thursday, 20/10/2005 - Surprises are nice, be generous with them! Nice surprises are alwiz welcome by every1 I guez. Juz dun gif stunning surprises that shocked the life out of the other party. We shld try to give surprises to ppl ard us once in a while. No1 ever said surprises hafta be an expensive candlelight dinner for ur wife, a small card of thx to her for maintaining the household so well will do the trick. A disneyland tour is great for a kid who do well, bt a day of pure family fun w/o calls related to wk on ur hp is a great reward for ur kids too! Surprises come in all sizes & it's nt a 1 size fits all kind of stuff. Be creative, think! What matters most is use ur heart!

Wednesday, 19/10/2005 - You may be the one making things difficult for yourself! I gt my 语录 frm a joke I heard on FM93.3 tis morning. 1 day, a wife called her husband during off work hours. "Hubby! I'm watching the news nw & there's this idiot driving against the flow of traffic on the expressway!" "Honey, my side here is even more dangerous, every1 else is driving against the flow of traffic!" Sometimes in life, we failed to see that we're actually the 1 who's trying to go against every1 else & things become difficult for ourselves. It may be our sturbborness - refusing to change or accept other ppl's advice. So when u feel as if the whole world is nt on ur side, mb u shld stop to tink of ur own doings. I dun encourage ppl to follow the crowd & go wif the flow, bt if u're going the wrong way, pls make a U-turn. You would nv get to see the sun rise if u insist on going to the west coz the sun shall alwiz rise frm the east. (btw, u

Tuesday, 18/10/2005 - Balance your see saws in life! I guez almost every1 of us play see saws at least once in our childhood times. We noe hw hard it is to balance the see saw. In life, we actually haf alot of see saws too. When u're young, u hafta balance ur sch wk & fun. Then u start to haf a partner u call ur steady, u hafta balance b/w them wif ur family & frenz. And when u go to wk, again u hafta balance ur wk wif ur steady possibly turned spouse & family. Though all the see saws in our lives are v.hard to be balanced, they can be done. As long as u're willing to put in alittle bit more effort in trying. The after effects u get will be v.satisfying. Trust me..try it & u'll noe!

Monday, 17/10/2005 - You never know what you own until you lost them! I guez we humans nv learn our lessons..We alwiz take ppl ard us or our things for granted. Until we lost them, we realized their existence & hw important they were to us. However, it's nt everytime we get a chance to retrieve them. Some things once lost is gone forever..Cherish whoever u're wif nw & watever u haf wif u nw b4 it's too late!

Watched 'Deuce Bigalow : European Gigolo' yest. In the show, the leading actor mentioned abt wat gals really need that guys tend to miss. I shall nt tell u wat he said, so u wld watch tt nice show urself! haha (".) But after watching it, I had some 感触.. I think.. A gal wants 2b asked hw was her day frm her bf who's equally tired after a day work. A gal wants a hug tt can warm her heart on a cold day. A gal wants a shoulder to lean on when she feels like crying. A gal wants to noe she's being loved, given care & concern, needs attention. A gal wants a guy who wld treat her well, love her for who she is, some1 to stand up for her, be dere for her when she needs some1. If only it ends dere & then, mb things wld be easier & life wld be better for me.. However, wat most gals still want & need on top of that all is to get married, bear their own kids & haf a family to call her own. Sometimes, I juz feel that life is being so unfair 2 me..bt well, I

Sunday, 16/10/2005 - Enjoy the process, ignore the outcome! I was cracking my head for 2day's 语录 when my sis came in & said she heard tis frm her frenz & strive 2b able to achieve tis state. Well, if only every1 can truly understand & live wif tis, mb things wld have been easier, life wld be better. But no 2 persons are the same. And every1 lives wif different principles. I'm one who stick to my principles and I definitely wld nt force others to bend theirs. However, do we really nid to tink back on our principles if it's time to do some changes to them? I'm nt even sure of tt myself..All I noe is as long as I'm happy wif the way things are being done, life is moving on, I dun really hafta care tt much, do I?

Gal, this is for u as promised.. From the beginning till nw, I'd nv tot of asking u as my gf, u noe y..All I want is to be ur care taker to take care of u till ur rite guy comes along..帮他保管你，然后让你毫无伤害，当他出现时，双手把你交给他. That's wat I ask for. To others, they may think no1 can be tt nobel. Bt bcoz as I told u, no matter which gal I am wif, there can't be a happy ending for us. I believe in 曾经拥有，and nt 天长地久. No1 noes if they can fulfill the promise of forever. And wat is forever? We both enjoyed each other's presence. You like the way I care for u, it's nt being selfish. Which gal doesn't want attention, care & concern? And I'm caring for u on my own will, u didn't ask me to do it. And y do I do tt? It's juz bcoz I like u, simple as tt. To ask me to stop liking u immediately, it's completely impossible & I dun c the need to do so..Feelings are developed on their own, by forcing them to go any other ways wld only makes things difficult for oneself

Saturday, 15/10/2005 - 曾经拥有才是肯定，天长地久是个未知数！ I alwiz tell the gal I am wif..I wun promise u forever, coz ppl changes & even if I dun change, there may comes a day when I hafta leave u due to some circumstances.. All I can say is as long as I live & as long as my heart's wif u, I wana make u happy everyday, gif u watever I can wif watever I have..Coz the moments we shared shall served as memories even after we part..

Friday, 14/10/2005 - Never leave your sentence incomplete! The worst ting u can ever do to any1 is to say things 1/2-way & leave them to complete ur sentence or fill in the blanks whichever u call it. When u said sth, u muz haf meant sth in ur mind. Hwever, when u told the other party abt it, some ppl leave the sentence hanging in mid air while some dun bothered to explain till the other person understand. And more often than not, it caused alot of miscommunication. I used to hate explaining. Nw I still do to a certain extent. But after realizing the advantages of making v.clear of ur pt, I'll try my very best nt to create miscommunication by explain my viewpt more clearly.

Thursday, 13/10/2005 - It's great to have someone who understand you well! Alot of times, we hear ppl complaining, my family, friends, partner dun understand me at all. It only goes to show tt sub-conciously we wish to have some1 who understand us juz as well as we understand ourselves. But there're exceptional cases when ppl dun even understand themselves. My idea of some1 who can understand me well is some1 who can sense when do I wana tok abt my problems & when do I juz wana be alone or juz haf them by my side w/o saying anything but juz provide their presence. And at times, u'll be tinking of the same thing & u find urself saying the same ting as the other person quite alot of times. I duno abt others, bt to me, I tink tt's a gd thing. To each of his own anyway..

Wednesday, 12/10/2005 - Respect each other's comfort zone! Family, friends or lovers..human r/s so to say..every1 has diff levels of comfort zone..I tink no 2 person can has exactly the same comfort zone. We shld try nt to invade others' comfort zone at the same time, give a gentle reminder to others if we find them 2b disturbing our comfort zones. No1 wld be able to noe hw u feel unless u tell them so. (".)

Gal, I tot it was nt obvious to u, bt it turns out 2b. Sori for making u feel the way u did for the past few days. 4give me for making u lose ur temper. I dun expect u to say anything or to give me any ans. I'm glad enough that u wld nt avoid me. And dun worry, u haf my promise tt I wld nt avoid u either. I duno hw u feel abt tis whole thing..bt if u were to ask me..all I noe is when it comes to affairs of the heart, I'd nv follow my mind..I listened to wat my heart has to say & follows it all the time..Hwever, dun be too bothered by tis whole matter..It's beyond our own ctrl.. You request for me nt to treat u too gd in fear tt u might fall for me..Gal, dun be silly..nv hold back ur true feelings..juz let it flow..There's no fault in liking some1 no matter who or wat kind of person the other party is.. I know u feel v.confused, I understand completely..Gif urself time..Tt's all I can gif u nw too.. When the time is rite, & the feelings are dere, things wld j

Tuesday, 11/10/2005 - 现在才最为重要！ Tomorrows never come, coz everyday is today. Y do we worried abt sth tt nv come? To me, I believe tt it's useless to worry abt TOMORROWS, instead live ur TODAY to the fullest so tt u wld nt haf alot of regretful YESTERDAYS. Like hw the saying goes, "Live ur day like it's the last!" Only then will u treasure ur time & cherish ppl ard u.

Monday, 10/10/2005 - 爱是唯一！ As long as LOVE residues in one's heart, miracles can happens. A mum can run faster than the fastest runner in the world juz to save her falling kid frm 4th storey. In anor part of the world, anor mum can lift up a car to release her kid trapped under the wheels. It's all bcoz of the love the mums haf for their kids. With love, there're sacrifices too. In v.poor c'tries, when there's lack of food available, parents were seen cutting off their own skinny meat for their kids. These are all parts & parcels of love. Pan Mei Chen once asked, "If some1 tries to stab u with a knife, would ur partner try to snatch the knife of the attacker or block the knife with his body for you?" To her, which I agree, during tt instant, our sub-conscious is at work, so if our partners shield the knife for us, they truly love us. However, it doesn't mean that the ones who tried to snatch the knife away don't care abt us. They merely like us

Sunday, 09/10/2005 - Life is fulfilling when you found your directions! You won't be like a ship in the middle of the sea floating directionless, won't be like a kite in the sky tied to a string flying all over the place. You won't keep complaining about how sianz life is b'coz you don't have anything to do. I'd found the directions for my life, my family, my friends, my work & my r/s. I'm occupied by all these elements in life, I hardly had time available to even say life is sianz. And I simply love the way it is nw! Life is so fulfilling for me now!

Saturday, 08/10/2005 - Simplicity is beauty! Simple can be a great beauty when u had too much of complicated, sophisicated stuff in ur life. Juz like her simple mindedness is her plus pt in my eyes. You have to experience the greatness of simplicity to realize its beauty. Words are hard to express the way I feel abt 2day 语录 & explain clearly to u wat it means.

I duno whether she noes or nt..neither do I noe if I want her 2 noe I like her.. I duno wat wld happens to our friendship..There's alot of uncertainties.. Her close frenz told me it's gd to stay tis way..She said the gal is juz like my ex, she wants to settle dw asap if possible & bear her own kids..She aso mentioned tt if I confessed, the gal most likely gona avoid me & I may juz lose a frenz in the end.. Mb like wat some others said too..The gal merely treat me like any other buddies wld treat me.. She feels comfortable wif me & simply like the kind of feelings nw.. Yah, pure platonic friendship..I believe tis kind of friendship exists..juz like me & fei xing xia.. Qi said, wait & c..coz time will tell. It may turn out 2b a little crush & the feeling will go away like wat I feel for the interesting gal. There's a slim chance tt she might juz fall 4 me too.. No pt doing anything nw & risk everything we shared.. Love makes me look like a fool..

Friday, 07/10/2005 - Some chances only come once! 2nd chance is nt wat every1 can get. And even if u get a chance to make up for what you have did, things might nv be the same again. The hurt caused stayed & the loss suffered can nv be retrieved. There are times we wanted to do sth badly, bt b'coz of some reasons, we held back & even 1 sec lagged in making a decision, the chance cld be gone! Mb we shld remind ourselves, "宁可杀错，不可放过!". haha >.<

Thursday, 06/10/2005 - Life is unpredictable! I guez every1 shld noe tis v.well. But sad to say, we normally forgot hw vunerable life is until we lose our close ones. Grand uncle passed away today. Though we weren't v.close wif him, a part of me still feel sad. He's considered a distant relative, but did see him afew times. Jie said frm tis incident, we muz remind ourselves tt we nv noe when wld we get separated frm each other, so we need to treasure those ard us - our family, friends, collegues, etc..

My hammie was pregnant..was so happy waiting for the arrival of babies hammies! But found my poor hammie's dead body in its cage when I got off frm wk 2day. My mum said it 难产. Haiz..y does it hafta be tis way? E'time, I breed hamsters, they nv managed to give birth. Twice alrd..sad sad.. =(

Wednesday, 05/10/2005 - Alot of things are on the thin border line! LOVE VS HATE; friends VS foes, friends VS lovers. I guess alot of us haf awhole lot more e.gs out dere. Sometimes, I simply hate tis thin line so much!!!

I'd got over my ex, miz her at times, bt nt v.often..I noe it's impossible b/w us anymore.. Tt interesting gal, it's over too..Alot of factors..I dun wish to tok abt it le aso.. Both of them are juz my history books meant 2b closed & nv 2b open again.. Bt I fall into anor pit, nw it's still shallow..Haiz, bt somehow, I'm afraid I'm digging it deeper myself..This shallow pit may end up being my own grave..I really duno.. V.confused over my feelings..Felt so vexed whenever I tink abt it..I'm nt flickle minded, nt at all..I dun fall in & out of love like it seems 2b..bt I juz nid 2c the need for me to pull out of it & I'll do so.. This new character of my book..Like my poly mate, when ppl told me I wld like her 1 day..I didn't even gif it a 2nd thought.. I duno, I really duno..She doesn't belongs to my world.. I wish I can be like my frenz who's happy juz by enjoying the presence of her admirer & knowing they can nv be 2gether..A

Tuesday, 04/10/2005 - Ignorance is not bliss but self denial! Times when we refused to accept the hard cold fact, we deceive ourselves. We tried to find all sort of excuses to convince every1. However we all noe, u can convince the whole world, bt nt ur own heart. Stop living in a world of white lies to urself! I'm nt refering to any1, bt every1..haha >.< Well, guez it's more of to myself ba..

Monday, 03/10/2005 - 静观其变！ Juz sit & wait 2c wat the outcome of certain thing wld be. Coz at times, there's really nth we can do to a particular situation. Or when the current situation is nt at all bad, y wld we wana risk making it worst by doing sth to it? Though we may tink things wld be better if we do sth to it, we really ought to tink of the consequences.

Sunday, 02/10-2005 - Do it there and then! Hw many times haf u been wanting to do sth bt alwiz tink to urself tt u'll do it ltr or some other days? And most of the times, the things remain undone; mb till the day u pass away even. Some things that can be done now at the thought of it, juz go & do it. Or if it needs abit more planning, go ahead & plan. Y wait? We all noe time waits for no man. And no man has the equal amt of time left, neither do we noe hw much time we haf left. Dun live or die wif regrets!

Saturday, 01/10/2005 - Friendships put to tests can withstand all difficulties! True friendships can go thru all storms & remain intact. When some ships sink into the seas wif obstacles, dun cry over them. Their friendships were never ours to begin wif. Care for the ships that had withstand all difficulties wif u!

Friday, 30/09/2005 - To you is nothing, to others it maybe everything! This is especially for my CHICKEN EATER! I swear I really didn't 4gt ur b'day. I noe u're disappointed. I alwiz tot there's alwiz later to do some stuff. I failed to realize tt the hurt the word, "LATER" wld bring. Though u said I'm nt the main factor in making u sad/disappointed. Bt I really do feel bad. Coz I may haf rem, bt I didn't make abit more effort in juz stopping for awhile wat I'm doing & surprised u wif even a short msg. It's the 2nd yr, I noe..I swear nv to let it happens again! Once again, HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY! Eating chicken wings can nv be as gd as eating them with YOU! Miss those days, man! But the 2 of us are supposed 2b on a diet competition. haha (".) Muz take v.gd care over dere! Shall miss ya till the day u're back! Rem, don't let me be the last to noe..>.<

Thursday, 29/05/2005 - 当局者迷！ When u gt involved in certain things, u normally failed to see the whole picture. Some factors become blur to u. So we need to pull ourselves out & view the situation we are in nw as a outsider. Maybe things wld start to fall in place piece by piece & u can analyze the whole situation better.

Wednesday, 28/09/2005 - A wrong move can be fatal! Weighing the pros & cons is an impt decision making step. Bt even when we did tt, at times, we still chose the path wif more cons. Humans are juz like tt. Sometimes, we let our hearts drive us crazy. They took ctrl over the mind and the decisions wld only cause the heart 2b hurt & the mind to go bonkers when things went wrong. Y oh Y?

Tuesday, 27/09/2005 - 爱情虽可贵，友情价更高！ I guess most of us would experience this once or more in our lives. We met some1 who became our frenz & as time goes by, we develop feelings for the frenz. We're so afraid to proceed further bcoz we're so afraid of losing a frenz if the r/s dun wk out. It's so hard to come out wif a decision..haiz

Monday, 26/09/2005 - Don't be too quick to judge! We normally start to set perceptions & judge ppl or things when we 1st haf our encounter wif them. Bt hw true is it? For myself, alot of times, 1st impression is nt at all true. Hwever, it's undeniable that every1 form their perception on others at 1st sight. I can only urge every of us to look deeper into the things or ppl b4 we judge them. Bt who are we to judge others anyway?

Sunday, 25/09/2005 - Talking requires skills! Let me illustrate with the wisdom words of 妙音居士 :- 《说话的技巧》 急事，慢慢地说！ 大事，清楚地说； 小事，幽默地说。 没把握的事，谨慎地说; 没发生的事，不要胡说。 做不到的事，别乱说； 伤害人的事，不能说。 讨厌的事，对事不对人地说。 开心的事，看场合说； 伤心的事，不要见人就说。 别人的事，小心地说； 自己的事，听听自己的心怎么说。 现在的事，做了再说。 未来的事，未来再说。 如果对我有不满意的地方， 请一定要对我说！ ~妙音居士共勉之~ (The Art Of Speech) Urgent matter, speak slowly! Big issue, speak clearly; Small issue, said it with humor. Thing you have no confidence in, be cautious with your words; Yet to happen stuff, don't anyhow say. Tasks you can't do, don't said you can; Things that harm others, can't be said. Unpleasant incidents, be objective and not subjective. Joyful matters, watch for occasion to share; Sad stuff, don't just tell everyone you see. Other people affairs, said with care; Personal stuff, listen to what your heart said. Current issues, do it then say. Future issues, discuss it in the future. If you are unhappy with me in any areas, be sure to tell me in person!

Saturday, 24/09/2005 - Learn to be a kid at times! As we slowly grows up, we grow out of our kids' behavior too. However, I tink we nid to get bk sometimes to lead a happier life. Do some silly stuff tt u tink u'll do if u're still a kid nw. Play little games, act like a clown or watever u can tink of. It helps to relieve stress. A kid learn to laugh at himself & life goes on. They wun be bothered by wat had happened. Be it a fight wif his siblings or a fall from the bicycle. They juz get over it in no time. And I believe a kid is alwiz pure at the heart!

Friday, 23/09/2005 - 世事难预料！ We can try to forcast & predict. But there will alwiz be times when things simply happened beyond our ctrl. All we can do is to accept them or make the best of wat had alrd happened. No pt crying over spilled milk!

Thursday, 22/09/2005 - Back up your words with your actions! Everyone noes actions speak louder than words. The worst thing u can do is to kip making empty promises wif juz ur words & nt fulfilling them. And u nv noe hw hurting ur empty promises can be to the other party. So don't be a NATO! - No Action Talk Only.

Wednesday, 21/09/2005 - Life is full of surprises! When u nv or least expected sth or some1, they simply appears out of the blue. And at times, it even stayed for quite some time. Or when u were so down on ur luck, sth v.gd juz happened wif the click of a finger. So, look in places whr they're least expected & dun expect too much, coz things may juz happened during the least unexpected times.

Tuesday, 20/09/2005 - Things are often more than the surface we see! Let me tell u a story to illustrate tis pt. Once, 2 monks, 1 old & 1 young were travelling ard to experience life. 1st night, they came to a farmer & his wife's hut to stay for the nite. They offered them wif the best food they have in the house & let them slp on their only bed. The next day, the farmer & his wife woke up 2 find their only source of income, a cow has died. The 2nd nite, the monks stop by a wealthy man's hse. He gave them a bowl of white rice each and let them slp in the storage rm. At the corner of the storage rm, there was bars of gold hidden in the wall. The old monk slowly bit by bit took cement & sealed the hole. The next day as they left the wealthy man's hse, the young monk cld take it no more. He yelled his teacher, "I don't understand. U have been teaching us about kindess. Bt ur actions are contradicting wat u said. The farmer & his wife were so ki

Monday, 19/09/2005 - Aim for perfection! Don't juz do it, give it ur best shot & do it rite the 1st time! Like they said, aim for the sky & even if u dun reach, u'll fall among the clouds.

Sunday, 18/09/2005 - Change is unavoidable! No matter it's gd or bad, in life, there're certain changes we can't prevent frm happening. I used to tot tt alot of things wld remain the same. Like kinship, friendship, relationship. Bt ppl changes. Some for the better, some for the worse. And it's all beyond our ctrl. Some of the changes we see in ppl close to us is hurting, bt there's really nth we can do. I believe no matter hw much some1 close has changed, we shld still support them in whichever we can. If the changes are bad, we may nt be able to support/encourage the change, bt we can accept them as they are. Bcoz forcing them to go bk the old way may nt mean true happiness to them.