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It's the time of the year again! Pan Mei turns 41 this year! Yet she don't look a day over 30! =P My supder idol of all times!! Wohoo!! v(^_^)o Looking fwd to her bringing her 《美梦辰真》 2010 潘美辰 亚洲巡回演唱会 to Singapore!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST IDOL, EAGLE PAN!! Oh, and this year b4 her concert in Chong Qing, she has openly announced that she's not gona get married, pregnant or has kids. Her GREATEST love is still MUSIC. =) Way to go!!! Make us MORE GREAT MUSIC instead then!! (^^,) She said she's a “三不女人”（不结婚、不怀孕、不生孩子）。 On her previous r/s, she said ，“当时我跟对方的关系仅限于吃饭、聊天，时间久了就知道该结束了。我认为感情只是一个儿女情长的私事，我宁愿选择‘大爱’，音乐是我的生命，我不会为任何人放弃音乐,至于小孩，对我来说是很遥远的事，我没想过。我承认我是一个很自私的人，我的精力全部用在了我的音乐上。”

The news shock us all. I cldn't believe it. My hands were shaking after the phone call. Immediately, I texted ur sis to make sure it wasn't u. But, the terrible truth struck us. . . Little Girl, u'll be deeply missed by all of us! RIP. . . X1R gang (For those who are still riding, pls stay safe on the road.)

How can one actually look fwd yet dread the arrival of that day? 30th June 2010. . . 6 more days & she'll be flying back to China for a 2 mths break. Like wat Shane said, 2 mths = 62 days of waiting = 1,488 hours of missing & 89,280 mins of looking fwd to the day she returns. So, it's not JUST 2 mths. IT'S FREAKING 2 LONG MONTHS! =( Ok, I'm just emo-ing. Let me be. Oh well, I shall just be a homely good boy for 2 months. Make full use of these 2 mths to lose some weight & complete all the tasks that I've been putting on hold for the longest time. NOTE : This is not obsession, it's pure admiration, ok? Hearing her sing is 1 of the best way for me to destress & relax, most imptly, makes me HAPPY! Nvm, u folks simply don't understand. And one last time, stop calling her Cheena/China woman. She's my friend from China who's here simply to make a living through decent means. Working in a club is not a sin. 她卖声不卖身。

It's pretty maddening when cheesecake & chocolates no longer make me happy. (On a brighter side, I won't get fat when I'm down.) But I desperately needed a boost, so I went to get myself new Tomy Cars yesterday!! Tadah! It's the special Coca Cola versions! Then guess wat I saw when I went to work this morning? A real life Coca Cola lorry of my Tomy Toy Lorry! I'm so gona need a much BIGGER storage space for all my Tomy Cars soon! =P

Tadah!! The 1st thing that greeted me on a Sun morning! =) When u want sth badly, u just hafta :- 1) Pray hard enough 2) Hint strong enough 3) Nag non-stop wahaha *lol* I was complaining that I nv receive Father's Day prez from my KA bao beis. Den on Sun, yx has this card hand delivered to my hse!! ^_~ yx, rem to help me thanks Miss Postwoman! v(^_^)o

Usually, ppl celebrating at Lunar only get 1 b'day song. Our dearest zhuyi got 2!! Hmm. . . it was b'coz of an unpleasant result, the cake was accidentally smashed by the bartender when it was supposed 2b brought out during the singing of her 1st b'day song. So, Adrian hafta help us find anor cake to make up for it. Darling zhuyin was SUPER pissed, zhuyi was disappointed coz we specially pre-ordered the white choco pistachio she gave 5 out of 5 stars from Nectarie. And we nv take a photo b4 that. =( But I bet zhuyi still enjoyed her BLUEY night at Lunar!! HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY, GU-NIANG! You rock Lunar down with me that night! haha *lol* (zhuyin's video was AWESOME!) Once again, BIG thank you to the zhus who did silly stuff with me at Lunar in showing FULL support to Qiqi! =D Counting down 8 more days. . . I wish I was somewhere else every night if only I dun hafta wk the next day.

Photo courtesy of my darling, zhuyin! Is it HIGH time someone do something abt the drainage system? =P Dhne An was commenting, "Luckily, u don't have class today." Hmm... Yah hor, if the weather is like that when sch starts, I get to skip lesson & tell my lecturer, "It was FLOODING last wk, so I nv come class." wahaha *lol* Oh, anyway it's Dumpling Day today! Erm, wrong. I mean Happy Dragonboat Festival!! v(^_^)o Mb, we can go Dragonboating @ Orchard ltr? ^_~

Someone just gota blame it on her luck. I've alrd been tolerating her for MUCH too long. Today, she has to step on my tail & make matters worse. So, here I am in my "I HAD ENOUGH & JUST WANA VENT FOR MYSELF & THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN TOLERATING YOU!" mood. Everyone else wana be a good person, so do I. Many times, we are thrown situations, met with people whom we wished we have slapped them more (quote someone whom shall not be named to protect identity) when we were slapping them before this, we just tell ourselves to BEAR with it. Coz the other parties are immature & have not grown up despite numerous attempts in asking ppl to treat them as adults yet actions speak otherwise. Yes, we did. We BEAR with the nonsense & make ourselves angry or upset in the end. Is that worth it? Why should we be the one to suffer right? So, when I saw what makes me angry; I left my seat & went to get a cold drink. After that, the little red devil (yah, just google or yahoo

My last exam boost on the night b4 from Qiqi!! Nescafe Ipoh White Coffee actually come in can de! So cool!! (In case u didn't noe, this is my current fave coffee!!) Tyl, do sth abt the dbl shot, yah? Den I can drink them on my drive back to BP!! =) (Hmm. . . But, I dun think u wld be able to do that in time b4 end of June lah hor?) Exams are FINALLY over!! Yah, I'm late. In fact, exams was last Wed. Many asked, "How was the paper?" Haiz. . . No pt crying over spilled milk. I'm juz keeping my fingers crossed. The paper actually has just a difficulty level of 6.5 IF ONLY I was 100% prepared. However I was like the most 70% prepared, the difficulty level rose to like 8.5!! To make things worse, I was stuck wif the 1st qns for an hr. -_-" I duno wat the **** happened to me that day! Having taken exams for so many yrs, I shld have know better to skip to other qns when I got stuck with the 1st. But I was stubbornly trying to balance my 1st qns & left with only

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Rem my wish on Santa bringing me redbull or nescafe? It came true!! But it was not Santa, it's Santarina May May!! She came to deliver my boost for the night!! Nescafe came with COMPLIMENTARY pencil & coffee chocos too!! =) HAPPY-SHA-LA-LA-LA!! BIG THANK YOU TO MAY MAY!!! *hugz*

CHECK OUT EAGLE PAN'S NEW HAIRSTYLE!!! Isn't she SO COOL?! Everytime I found a new website of her, I'll spend hours looking through all the photos. Oh man, I've gota leave that till after this Wed. My exam is gona be here & I'm NOT even 1/2-way thru. Bring me some Red Bull or Nescafe 2nite, santa? haha =P Left is slope shave & right side is long fringe. Showed Mummy photos of Pan Mei's latest hairstyle & said, "Isn't it nice?!" Then her reply was, "Then keep the same!" haha *lol* Asking me to keep Pan Mei's hairstyle is the only way Mum could used to stop me from cutting my hair. But ever since I like Pan Mei from the time I was 12 yrs old till now, I always say I like her hairstyle & wana keep the same like her, I nv managed to do so. Mb tis time, I shall just try my best nt to visit my barber for afew mths? This is NICE too!! This was her hairstyle before the one she's having now. =)

A random thought flashed through my mind as I was driving today. . . Suddenly, I missed the feeling of holding hands. . . 突然好怀念牵手的感觉。。。