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Wednesday, 29/06/2005 - Don't go around in circles, change the way things are being done! Hw many times do we kip thinking in circles abt hw to solve a particular problem? If it had been unsolved for a long time, shldn't u realized tt it maybe due to the way, we try to solve it? Y nt c things frm a diff angle or try asking diff persons for help? No pt using the same proven 2b failed method, rite?

Tuesday, 28/06/2005 - Never gossip about people! Alot of ppl like to gossip abt others. I dun deny I like to share gossips abt celebraties & such wif my frenz. Bt it's time we sit dw & tink. Wat's the pt of wasting time gossiping abt others? And tink, wld u like 2b the topic of other ppl's gossips? Yes, we dun gossip abt ourselves & we can't stop others frm gossiping abt us. Bt it doesn't mean we hafta do the same to them. Only a fool follows wat a fool does.

Monday, 27/06/2005 - Never be afraid to ask questions, because everyday is a learning day! Often, we're afraid to ask qns. Especially for us asians, we're scared of being paiseh. Bt, we're nt gona lose a piece of meat or hafta give a dollar for asking. Only by asking, we can learn more things. No1 is born a genius. There's alot of things we duno, we learn as we grow. Every1 of us noe sth, some1 else dun. So y shld u be afraid of asking wat u duno? There wld comes a time when ppl will ask u sth u noe bt they duno in return. And by asking & learning, u gain more knowledge & noe more things, isn't it? Den the next time, u wld be telling some1 wat u've learnt 2day because u asked a qns 2day. Nv stop learning!

Sunday, 26/06/2005 - 没有占有的爱也能很幸福！ Often, we tell others or hear ppl telling us if we love some1, we dun hafta possess tt person. To do tt, it's hard, v.hard indeed. And afew of us can really do tt. Some of us struggled to do juz tt. Bt out of those who managed to get the mindset of to love some1 is nt possessing her, hw many of them are truly happy? Very few...I'm nt the 1 who's very happy abt being nt able to possess the 1 I love either. Bt when I c her being happy, whether being attached wif some1 else or single if she choose 2b, I really feel true happiness for her. I love her, bt it doesn't mean she haf to love me in return, she's nt obliged to. Neither does she hafta tink abt hw I wld feel wif her rejection. It wld be gd for us to hear her console. (Sometimes) Bt it doesn't means she has to. If u're tinking of getting sth in return, be it her love, her console or watsoever, u dun really love her at all in the 1st place. B'coz I truly believe love is

Part 83 - "From that day onwards, I never get to see my dad again. He was charged with child abuse and sentenced to 25 years of jail. I went to visit him afew times, but he told the prison officer that he want to see no visitor. Soon, I decided that he really hates me and never ever treated me like his son. He would never want to take a look at me anymore. I'm supposed to be happy about not living in fear anymore. But I have no other kin and I felt so lost back then. However, it was 7 years ago. I managed to let everything stay where they were. I no longer remember how my dad looks like, neither did I try my luck to visit him anymore. Beside work, it's only baseball for me. I do feel lonely too, but what can I do? My mum passed away when I was born and my grandma left me too, I have a dad who don't acknowledge me and is put off in prison. Be it happiness or sadness, I have no one to share with. It's such a miserable I got to live with. Which is why I blew my top at

Saturday, 25/06/2005 - Never be who you are not! I duno abt others, bt for myself, many atimes, I wish I was some1 else. Mb some1 taller, more yandao, more cool, more sociable & the list goes on & on... Hwever, I'd never realized tt each & every1 of us is a gem on our own. We're precious & special coz there's no1 who is totally the same as who we are. And whoever we compared ourselves to, u'll certainly find 1 positive thing u haf tt the other party doesn't. If only u looks deeper into ur heart, there lies a hero u nv noe of. Be proud of urself! U're the best u ever could get!

Friday, 24/06/2005 - Be tactful with your words! When u noe something when said will provoke others or start an arguement, den try ur best nt to say. If u really muz tok abt it, be tactful (use the correct words, nicer ones) to avoid hurting others or pick up a quarrel. Let me gif u an example, a common one. When ur frenz accidentally knock over a glass of water & splash onto u, dun start saying, "Y r u so dumb/stupid/careless?!" Mb u cld say, "It's okay, but do be careful next time. It would be quite bad if it was hot water." Coz u didn't gave them -ve remarks, bt remind them 2b careful & the seriousness if the same situation were to happen again. It might nt be a v.gd e.g, bt u ppl noe wat I meant 2 say. So dun start shooting ur mouth off the next time. We haf a brain 2 tink, dun we?

Thursday, 23/06/2005 - Take things slow when it's time to do so! Nt all things on earth nid 2b fast. Juz take love for e.g, rushing into a r/s juz after u get to noe the other party for a short while normally dun end well. And as the chinese saying goes, slow work produces good quailty. So for some things, u juz hafta take it slow or u'll regret in the future. Ctrl ur speed!

Wednesday, 22/06/2005 - Behind the clouds, the sun is still shinning! U dun c the sun when the clouds covered it, bt it's still dere. So when u tink all hope is lost, it's nt actually lost, it's waiting for u to find it. Never ever give up. Hope is only lost when u give up or it'll alwiz be dere for u like the sun does. *Really paiseh for nt updating my story as frequent as I wish to. Coz I'm really v.tired e'day after wk. And as I'm starting sch soon, I'm spending more time wif my family & frenz b4 I get real bz. Pls try 2 understand my situation, readers! Thx alot!*

Tuesday, 21/06/2005 - 害人之心不可有，防人之心不可无！ Direct translation: Nv haf a heart thinking of bringing harm to others, bt u can't put dw ur guard against ppl. We shld strive nt to hurt others at the same time learn to protect ourselves frm being hurt by others too.

Monday, 20/06/2005 - Don't just think about yourself, spare a thought for others! This is from the 9pm show. I find it quite meaningful. Human beings are selfish, that's an undeniable fact. We're selfish in different areas & to different extends for different ppl. I tink we really ought to put ourselves in other ppl's shoes at times and think for them. A self-less world would be a better world to live in. Juz take my accident case 2day, if I didn't tink of reaching my destination faster & assume the ambulance driver would give way to me, the accident would had been avoided. I shall try my best to think for others more often. (^^.)

Wanted to go Tiong Baru Plaza for lunch. But who noes, when I drive out of the carpark, there was an ambulance reversing and it hit me. Yes, I'm okay, bt my car is badly damaged. Guez my 1st mth pay is gone. U can't said for sure whose fault it was. I tink it's both parties fault. As there was a civil defence post there & he assumes every1 driving dere noe he will be parking dere. And for me, I didn't slow dw as me too assume he wun be reversing so fast. So I guez assumption really make an ass out of u & me for us. Haiz..will learn my lesson well. I'll be a very very very safe driver frm nw on. Yes, I admit I was a very very very reckless driver b4. So ppl, dun be afraid to sit in my car. I really learnt a very expensive and heartpain lesson.

Sunday, 19/06/2005 - Life's not so bad after all! Tell urself tis when bad things happened to 1 by 1 & they seem nv ending. Coz even at the end of the tunnel, there would alwiz be light & when dark is at its darkest, dawn is coming. For everything, when nth seems to goes rite, there wld still be a glimmer of hope. Trust me! Juz rem to tell urself when things goes wrong, "LIFE'S NOT SO BAD AFTER ALL!" There wld alwiz be sth for u to look 4ward to. For me, I look 4ward to going hm & c my family members all well & my hammies at play. They simply cheer me up no matter hw bad my day was. Find sth to look 4ward in life!

Part 82 - "So, you are awake, Storm? It was really lucky of you to survive. Your dad is locked up for the court hearing next week. He's being charged with child abuse. You won't be suffering with him again. And I had helped to settle Granny Yun's funeral." It was Storm's neighbour, Uncle Sun. Uncle Sun saw Storm's dad back home on Granny Yun's death. It was obvious that he was drunk and Uncle Sun had seen and heard him beating the hell out of Storm. So, Uncle Yun followed behind him. He was determined to stop him from torturing Storm anymore. "He's being charged? But he's my dad. I'm really a jinx! I caused my mum to die, my granny also left me and now my dad is being charged because of me! Why am I not the one to die on that dreadful stormy night?!" Storm break down in tears. *The story is back due to strong resquest by Roan. I felt so threaten. I guess I hafta continue the story whenever I can..haha XD"

Saturday, 18/06/2005 - Find a job you like and you won't be working for the rest of your life! I nv understand the real meaning of this until I found my current job. I nv knew the importance of finding a job u like b4 tis. It's really great when u look 4ward wk e'day you wakes up in the morning, take pride in ur job & feel a great sense of satisfaction when u get a gd job done! So ppl, tink carefully of whr ur interests really lies & pursue ur career well! All the best!

Friday, 17/06/2005 - Hugs warm the hearts! When some1 close to u hug u, it really makes u feel so gd. Especially when u're dw. A hug is the best gift when u can't find the words to say. When ur family member, frenz is sad, u gif them a hug. When they're happy, and calls for a celebration, u hug them. Go hug ur closed ones u haven been hugging or had nv hug them b4. It really warms each other hearts. Dun be shy!

Thursday, 16/06/2005 - Chances are created, not given! Frm 2day incident, I really agree wif tis 语录 of mine. Bt as to wat happened, it hafta be a secret. In the past, alot of ppl had been telling me tis, bt I nv tink much of it. Afew gals whom I love, like, had crushes on had told me tt chances are created by oneself & nt given by others. I nv stop to tink of the real meaning behind it. But nw I noe, I'll create chances for myself & will treasure them. Ppl out dere, be it for love, sch, wk or wat, create ur own chances, dun wait for others to gif u, they(chances) will nv come tt way!

As I have started wking nw & wld be starting sch in 4/7/2005, I haf less time on hand. Leave hm at 7.30am & reached hm at ard 7pm each day. My time spent wif my mum is getting lesser. Therefore, unless she's wking 2 shifts, I wld be watching 7pm & 9pm show wif her everyday. Or she'll start imagining things & tink I'm drifting away frm her. So frenz, contact me thru email/hp if u want. I'll still be updating my blog e'day for the 语录, as for the story, I wld only update it when I'm free & haf ideas on wat to write. Bear wif me, k? It's juz the start, I nid to settle afew things 1st. Mb in the future, I'll squeeze out abit more time to tok crap wif u ppl on MSN again! Dun worry, I'll be back! Bt u muz be back for my 语录 & story! It'll be more & more exciting wif each passing day, tis is my promise to u readers! Still the same old thing, gif me time & I'll show u the best Ivan can produce! Thx for all ur support all

Wednesday, 15/06/2005 - Leave some time for yourself each day! We're alwiz bz wif alot of stuff. Family, frenz, leisure, sch, wk & the list goes on & on. I believe alot of us dun haf the habit of spending some time alone. Therefore, I strongly advise u to try putting juz 5 mins aside to urself. Tink of anything, juz abt urself. Be it wat had happened 2day, ur dreams, wat u gona get for urself when it's pay day. Yeah, anything under the sun, as long as it's abt urself! Most impt ting is, make urself feel gd abt it! I does tt everyday & the kind of feeling is really hard to describe, u juz gota go try it for urself to find out! (^^,)

Part 81 - "My mum passed away just afew hours after I was born. My dad feels that I'm a jinx. Grandma told me that mum was the first and the last woman dad loved. She also said he became a totally different person after mum's death. Grandma was the one who brought me up because dad never want to take a second look at me for he thinks I caused mum's death. He never want to have anything to associate with me. As granny wasn't well-educated and it happened to be a very stormy night when I was born, she named me Storm. I like this name and hate this name at the same time. I like it as it sounds very masculine, but I hate it when it reminds me of the fact that mum passed away on the same stormy night I was born and caused dad to hate me. Dad went heavy on alcohol, using it to numb his heartache for the loss of his love. He seldoms come home. Whenever he did, it would be hell for me. Dad would use anything under the sun as an excuse to vent his anger on me and would use

Tuesday, 14/06/2005 - You don't have a 2nd chance to make a 1st impression, do it right the 1st time! I guez 2day 语录 is str8 4ward & ez to understand. So, dun tink I hafta elaborate more on tis, yeah! My readers are intelligent ppl. They choose to come here regularly shows it all. haha =D

Part 80 - "You have a wonderful mum, aren't you lucky, Navi?" Storm said. Navi and Storm were sitting on the beach after dinner. "Yeah, mum certainly is wonderful! I would not exchange her for anyone else." there was a sense of proudness in Navi's voice. "I really envy you! Navi, I'm really sorry for shouting at you just now. But it just makes me angry to be reminded of what kind of family I have." Storm was speaking with his head down. "I shouldn't have ask so much either. It's okay if you don't want to talk about your family nor share with the baseball team. I was just being curious as you never mentioned a word, but I'm not forcing you to say." said a guilty Navi. "No! I want to tell you about my family. But only you and not the whole baseball team. I want to pour out everything I kept in my heart for 17 years! I can't take it anymore!" Storm burst into tears as he said these words. *Hey hey! Wana noe

Monday, 13/06/2005 - Don't expect people to know how you feel, be open to them! Have u ever feel sad or unhappy because you expect ppl to noe hw u feel, wat u actually wanted, bt they didn't know? Pardon me for saying this, bt u brought it upon urself. No1 can read other ppl's mind. And if u feel sad because the other party failed to read ur mind, he/she is some1 impt, close 2 ur heart. So, if tt's the case, y can't u juz be more open 2 them? They nv want u 2b sad, however, reading ur mind is nt wat they can do. Alot of r/s - kinship, friendship, love..goes wrong bcoz both parties are nt open to the other. They kept everything in their hearts until 1 day they can't take it anymore & burst everything out. It's gona be too late when tt time comes. Most likely than nt, the r/s is nearing the end when tt happens. Alwiz remember, the best way to maintain a r/s is communication, in a nice way. If u only argue whenever u start talking, mb it's even better i

Part 79 - Navi and Storm caught a big fish for dinner. They had fun splashing water at each other too. "The two of you go take a shower and dinner would be served soon!" Rene told the two wet boys as she took over the fish. "How was dinner, Storm? Just a few simple home cooked dishes, hope they are to your liking." Rene said. "The food is great! I had never taste anything as nice as these before!" Storm was gobbling down his second round as he said this. "My mum is a terrific cook, she can cook out of anything!" Navi exclaimed proudly.

Sunday, 12/06/2005 - You may be forgiven by saying sorry, but you can't undo the hurt you caused! At times, we do or say something which we didn't tink much abt them, they simply are being done or said out of impulse. And all we do is say sorry after hurt is being done. Ppl may be able 2 4give us, bt can we ever undo the hurt we caused them to haf? Maybe they would be ok after some time, bt for some cases, a scar is being left behind. P/S: Though I can't do anything abt the hurt I'd caused, I still hafta say sorry! Qi, I didn't meant 2 hurt u wif my 3 words last nite. I dun deny the fact tt I am aso like tt. Juz like u, I dun really like to explain. Neither do I wana clarify anything. There's no overnite grudges b/w siblings, yeah! I'm still ur beloved xiao ping pang xue ren bro! And u still r my pretty bt nt petty, cute & adorable sis! haha XD

Part 78 - "Mum! This is my best baseball friend I told you about! I brought him home to join us for dinner. Meet my buddy, Storm!" Navi exclaimed once he stepped into the house. "Oh, you should had informed me earlier. I could get a few more dishes. How about going to the sea and catch a fish as an extra dish for your friend, my dear?" Rene replied in a tender voice. Rene loved Navi, she treated him like her own son. Ever since she found him on the beach and took him in, Rene had been smiling more and became happier. Rene lost her smile when her husband got lost while out at sea. "Hi, Storm! Navi had been telling me about you and the details of his everyday baseball match. Nice to meet you and have you here for dinner with us." Rene welcome Storm. "Thank auntie! You have a very good boy with you. He's our team sunshine, always cheering everyone up. See ya later, shall catch the fish together with Navi!" replied Storm.

Saturday, 11/06/2005 - If you care too much about what others think, you'll lose yourself, the real you! Many ppl lead their lives according to other ppl's expectations. Hw their parents, teachers, lovers, friends want them or think they shld be. They nv stop in life to tink abt wat they really want and achieve them. Very soon, they juz lost the real them. Life for them is only abt living for others. It's nt abt asking u to go against those ppl who care for u, bt sometimes, determine the way u wana live ur life. Coz it's ur life u're living!

Part 77 - "Why do you always get to do the things you want at a flash of an eye? I really envy you for the freedom and guts to do things. I could still remember the 1st day you take the baseball bat from me and ran to the pit without waiting for me to finish my sentence. The other boys never dare to do anything close to that. And now you are dragging me to your house for dinner when I didn't even agree." Storm remarked. "Well, my mum had always tell me how daring my dad was. He always do things he wanted. He live his own dreams. Mum said that's the way a guy should behave. And I totally agree with her. We shouldn't be washy wishy about anything. Even if things failed, it's not you are incompetent. Because not everything in life that we laid our hands on can be accomplished easily. You just have to try again and again till you succeed. That's the principle I lived with." Navi replied. "You certainly are a different boy, a brave one indeed!&qu

Friday, 10/06/2005 - You can't determine the real difficulty of things by just thinking or looking, go ahead and do it! Often, we wana do sth, bt we assume that the difficulty of it is too much for us to handle. We hold ourselves back and in the end, we nv accomplish a thing. And often than nt, we regret in the future. Hw many more regrets do u wana haf in life? Even if u really failed to do it, at least u tried. It's better to die by fighting than not fighting at all and wait for death.

Afew of my concerned frenz are asking abt my job. So I shall tell u guys abit more abt my job. Basically, I'm responsible for the AP (A/Cs payable) side in my company, Chass Computer Consultants. Hwever as the co is still looking for an AR (A/Cs receivables) person, I'm doing abit of AR tasks too. Like calling up custs to ask for payments. My co team members are all quite young. Equal amt of males & females, so far, every1 is still v.friendly & helpful. It's my 2nd day, I like my job for nw! Hope it'll continue 2b. There's alot of wk 2 do, bt I like it tt way, beta than nth to do & hafta find wk to pass time. As the previous staff make a mess of the whole a/cs dept, me & my supervisor are trying to re-organize things & hope to clear up the mess. I shall assist her & wif my bright ideas, we can revamp the whole a/cs dept! Yeah! (^o^)v

Part 76 - Everyone left the shelter for home when the rain stops. As Navi walked towards his house on the beach, he saw a familiar figure ahead. He ran towards the person, "Storm!" "Why did you run off just now?" Navi pant as he asked. "I'm sorry for raising my voice at you just now. Are you free now?" Storm asked with his head down. "Are you okay? You don't seems alright and your voice sounds weird." asked a concerned Navi. "I need someone to talk to and you are the only person I feel comfortable talking to." "I have to go home for dinner first. My mum would be pleased to have you joining us. We shall talked after dinner. Don't let my mum waits." Navi pulled Storm by the hand as he says his sentence.

Thursday, 09/06/2005 - Don't assume, you just make an ass out of u & me! Hw many times haf u assume wat other ppl's words or actions mean? Hw many times u assumed sth & tink u'll fail w/o trying? Assumptions can be v.bad. They can caused communication, make u lose a chance, brk up a r/s. So, nv nv assume. U haf a mouth, can't u open up & ask in a nice way? Or when ppl said sth, nv jump to tink he/she means sth -ve, clarify 1st. U might juz end up hurting the other person's feelings when they meant well.

Wednesday, 08/06/2005 - "Keep on believing and miracles will happen!" As I said yest, I nv give up hope in finding a job and I really gt 1. Alot of things tt happened to me is bcoz I kip on believing. I nv lose my faith. I believe 1 day I'll achieve & as I wk 2wards it, I finally got wat I want. So ppl out dere, the only way to achieve ur dreams is to stop dreaming & do sth abt it! I wana get rid of my NATO (No Actions, Talk Only) nick Qi gave me. I'm taking a small step day by day to achieve my aims and fulfill my dream. So can u! All the best, let's wk 2gether! XD

Finally, found a job! 皇天不负有心人! When there's a will, there's a way! I'd never give up a single hope. Hope tis job wld goes on well. A/cs assistant, 5 days wk, at Henderson Ind Park. I knew I wld find a co who wld accept me & employ me based on my ability to work & nt on the fact of who I am. I must prove my worth! Starting wk tml, so excited! Qi made me a card! V.nice, thx my dear sis! Muacks! \(^o^)/ Anyway, I'll be starting my part time a/cs degree in SIM on 4th July. May start to get bz & haf no time for family & frenz. Bt I'm still free on wkends for mj, ktv & going to the beach! Nw is top 3 of my fave! Do jio me out for these activities, I'll try v.hard to make it. Bt let me noe way in adv & I shall note it dw in my organizer, yeah!

Part 75 - "Storm, what about you?" Navi probed. "As you folks know, I'm the oldest here, 17. I love baseball more than anything else. But when I turned 18, I want to take my bike license and become the best biker in Coral Island!" Storm said with determination. "What about your family?" Navi was curious as Storm had never mentioned a word about his family. "Why do you need to know so much? You have a screw too loose ah?!" Storm shouted and ran off in the rain. "Storm! Storm!" All the other boys shout after him. Storm had never blow his top at Navi. What is it that provoke him? P/S: I might nt be able to update my story every nite, but I'll try my best to update as often as I can. There's no entry for yest, sorry for the inconvenice caused! ^_^

Tuesday, 07/06/2005 - Never try to argue your way out, it only makes you look like a fool!" Normally, when things goes wrong, people start arguing wif each other. I tink it only make both parties look like fool. Y dun we try the soft approach & talk things out in a cool manner? Tt can solve problems & wun hurt any1 feelings either. At least, tt's wat I tink..

Monday, 06/06/2005 - Be flexible, persistent is not the way for all things! 2b persistent is gd, bt u nid 2c the circumstances. Nt all situations, u can be persistent & achieve results. When it's time to let go or change strategy, u simply haf to. Tt's the way it shld be..

Sunday, 05/06/2005 - Listen to others' viewpoints, you'll be amazed! When u had been doing the same thing over & over again wif the same method and some1 offer some advice on a different method, no harm trying it. Who noes it may be a faster & more efficient way. Or at times when u get stuck wif a problem & juz can't seem 2 find a solution, anor person's ideas may juz make things clearer. So, dun be afraid to ask ppl for advice & dun be too fast to reject it. Learn from others!

Part 74 - Dean said, "I lived with my parents on Smith streets. I have two sisters, aged 16 and 8 respectively. I am 12 myself. My older sister is too busy with her school work and boyfriend while my younger sister plays with her dolls all day long. That's why I came to play baseball everyday. I really loved hanging out with you guys!" Each and every other boys talked about their families, their schools, their hobbies and their ambititions. Soon the wooden shed they are taking shelter in is like a supermarket. Everyone is enthusiastic in telling the others about themselves. Only Storm kept quiet, all to himself.

Saturday, 04/06/2005 - Bring your manners with you, people can feel and appreciate it! Since young, most of us were taught manners, I guess. At least I was. But slowly when we grow older, most of us seems to forget them all. Basic things like saying thank you after receiving things from people and saying excuse me. I tink we shld all 反省反省 abit.

Part 73 - One day, as usual, all the kids were playing baseball. Suddenly, it started raining heavily. Everyone ran for shelter. Not being able to play nor get home, Navi decided to do something to occupy their time. "Since we can't play baseball or get home now, why don't we have a chat instead of sitting around like this?" Navi said. "Actually, beside knowing you boys by names, I don't know a thing about you other than we all share the same interests for baseball. Let me start the ball rolling. I'm 13 years old this year. I lived with my foster mum by the beach. My birth parents died in an accident and I was sent to Be Loved Orphanage. I left the place in search of a girl. She was adopted and she promised to be back. 6 months went by and she didn't come back, so I decided to look for her instead. I collapsed on my foster mum's beach due to exhaustion, she took me in and treated me like her own son for 6 years. Yah, that's about all. Dean, yo

Friday, 03/06/2005 - When you point your fingers at others, the rest of your 4 fingers are pointing at yourself! This is a sentence most ppl heard b4, bt ever tot of wat it really means? At times when things goes wrong, u start to blame others. Why nt tink abt the whole incident, cld it be ur fault in nt giving the rite instructions in the 1st place? Or mb the 2 of u miscommunicated? So, b4 u start to point fingers, tink!

Part 72 - Navi become a frequent baseball player with the other kids. The big guy, Storm gets along well with Navi. Storm used to have a very bad temper. However, after Navi joined in for their baseball sessions, he always have a way to cool Storm down. Storm have no idea why he simply click so well with this hyper little kid and can never bear to scold him like how he did to the other kids.

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*So what happened between Navi and Storm that creates that strong friendship?* Part 71 - Afew years back, when Navi was 13 years old and Storm was 17. They met at a baseball court. Navi had been watching the other boys played every day after school. One day, this big guy came over. "Kiddy! I'd been noticing you for days. One of our players is sick today, you want to take over and have a shot at it?" The big guy offered. "Sure! It's my pleasure! Can I?" Navi eyes sparkled with excitement. "Well, let me explain the rules..." Navi ran off taking the bat from Storm before he can finish his sentence. "Hey, my name is Navi! I know all the rules. I followed very closely these few days. Can we start? My mama wants me home by 6!" Navi shouted over to Storm.

From an Eagle's View Have you ever wondered what it's like to fly free, To see the world as far as the eye can see, To view the surroundings from high and from low, To hear only the sound of a distant echo, To float in the air with the wind being your guide, To admire many rainbows that the trees tend to hide, To see the misty mornings over a beautiful mountaintop, To glide over a flowing river that never seems to stop, To watch the animals from over a mile away, Or to rise above the treetops that glisten in the day? If you were an eagle you would wonder no more, For it can see things you have never seen before. Next time you look into the sky of blue, Think of what it's like from an eagle's view. Stacy Smith

Thursday, 02/06/2005 - 当你闻到对方的火药味，就别继续在那儿煽风点火！ If u alrd noe tt è person u're toking to is having a bad md, den avoid toking to him/her. If u insist, u're juz courting trouble urself. Y make è other party's md even worse & end up spoiling ur own too? If u're a wise person, u wld noe it's nt worth it either. Wise up & let è other party cool dw 1st, yeah! Both wins, isn't it gd?

Yes, 小雨 juz passed away after struggling b/w life & death. I'm sad too..bt tis is part & parcel of every living things' lives. I went to buy a pair of Roborovski hamsters. Name yet 2b given. Bought a new cage too. Coz had alwiz wanted to buy a breeding pair & a new cage. So 2day bought all 2gether. My new hammies are so active. Far more than the pair of winter white, 小风 & 小雨. 小风 is all alone nw. Nvm, I wun 喜新厌旧 1. I'll give him lots of love & care too. hehe XD <--tis is a smiley face XD (Some of my frenz actually asked me wat tis..tilt ur head left, can u see a lol face?) For those who wana noe more abt hamsters, u can go to tis website.. http://www.petwebsite.com/hamsters.asp And if u ppl wana rear hamsters, can tell me in advance. Shall contact u when my hammies' 1st offspring is here!

My hammie which I bought for less than a mth juz passed away tis morning. 小雨 had left, for watever reasons, I aso haf no idea. Bt I juz hope she can rest in peace. Amithaba!

Part 70 - "Why is your face black like charcoal, Navi?" Chelsea concerningly asked. "Ice make bad remarks on Storm. He is my best pal, how could she said bad things about him infront of me?" Navi replied with anger. "Okay, cool down. Just leave it behind, Ice don't mean it, I guess. Let's just enjoy our night rocking to Elgae's music!" Chelsea trys to calm Navi down. Navi had always been a cool and calm person, no one or nothing can make him angry. But he's a very loyal friend. He tends to get very agitated when people speak ill of his friend, especially Storm. *Want to know what happened between him and Storm that creates that strong friendship? 2nd suspense of the story. Watch out for the next part coming up!*

Wednesday, 01/06/2005 - "You'll never know what would happen till the very last minute!" I guess it's very easy to understand for 2day..No1 can be 100% sure till the task is finally completed. U plan 2 do it tis way, bt it may juz end up being anor way. I guez alot of us haf encountered tt b4. So expect the unexpected!

Part 69 - "Navi, are you trying to avoid me? It'd been a long time since we last went home for dinner together. Even Aunt Rene thought that we had an arguement or something." Ice confront Navi. "Me? Avoiding you? Of course not, why would I want to avoid you? It's just that I'm hanging out with Storm and the other guys lately." Navi replied. "Storm is not a decent person, you better keep a distance from him. He used to be a hooligan and even end up in the boys home. If it wasn't for his dad, my dad wouldn't had employed him." Ice said. "Ice, what Storm did was in the past. He's my best pal in Ace Holdings. I hope I wouldn't hear another word from you about him." Navi was very unhappy as he walked off after finishing his sentence.

2day, I juz wan a day to myself. So I woke up at 9am. Went Lido to watch 'House of Wax' alone. Den it was sun-tanning time at ECP. Been wanting to go, bt cldn't find ppl to go wif me, so had been delaying it. Finally decided to go myself. It was great, gt sun burnt, bt I like it! Love the red den become tanned skin color. Feel so healthy! haha XD Anyway, wrote sth while suntanning.. Suntanning, enjoying the sea breeze Listening to the waves and seeing them smashing on the shores Alone on the beach, I looked up into the sky, white clouds haning in the vast blue sky, sets me thinking. Thinking back, I was still a young boy. Rebellious, daring and full of drive. Now I have grown to be a young man, counting my achievements, I tried hard to recall. Sad to say, there was none. Then I looked forward, hoping to see my dreams for my future that's supposed to be bright. But they have all withered together with my youth. Just what have I done, where have I been? NOTHING, NOWHERE!

Tuesday, 31/05/2005 - Be patient! That's the only way to stay cool and solve problems more effectively! Hw many a times haf u try 2 explain things 2 ppl, bt failed to. Coz they dun understand after afew explaination & u start to feel irritated. Haf u ever wondered if u'd been more patient in switching ur frequency to tt of the other party, they wld haf understand it better? So, wat's the pt of being irritated & nt getting ur pt thru? Sometimes it even caused arguements b/w 2 persons. TInk abt it, is it worth it at all? I dun tink so..