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Picture Credit : Dearest Sister, Shannon 圖片歸功於 : 親愛的妹妹，慧瑜 FB Page -> https://bit.ly/3889EZH <- 面子書 06/12/19 -  Stay Firm, Trust Your Intentions, Be Committed, Never Give Up! 保持堅定，相信自己的意圖， 做出承諾，永不放棄！ It has been a long time, I am tired. Physically, mentally and mostly emotionally. I an not a rational person, I act upon emotions. Ended up with injuries and bruises all over. Though I know I have to brush up on my communication, it takes time for improvement to take place. Feedback I've received and as the results showed, "Ivan, you are always/easily misunderstood." Yes, it gets frustrating and eventually hurting when others not only do not get what you meant and went to the other extreme. I shared my business, my products and the course I've attended. I shared my business to prep others for their Plan B and the very bad job market that's coming up. I shared my products hoping to improve and maintain people's health. I shared the c

We had FUN! We filled our tummies!  We sing our hearts out! Have you found the safest place to share your darkest secret? Do you get unconditional support from people around you who always have your back? Are there anyone who cares about your win probably more than you do? Have you found a family outside your blood related one? 你找到了分享你最內心秘密的安全基地嗎？ 你是否有一群毫無條件給予你支持的人總是挺著你？ 有沒有人或許比你更在乎你的勝利？ 你可找到在血緣關係以外的家人？ ********************************************************************** 3 months ago, I do not know what to get out of this. I have always thought I know it all. I was wrong.  Asking for support used to look like a failure to me. I have learnt that it is perfectly fine to do so. Many things in life, we cannot complete them all by ourselves. Why are we depriving others the chance to help us? It was definitely not the easiest journey. However, this has got to be one of the best decisions I have made for myself.

22/09/19 :- BE AUTHENTIC! 做真實的自己！ Do you actually have AUTHENTIC and RISKTAKING friends who are willing to be TRUTHFUL and OPEN with you, put TRUST in you that you know whatever they do or say is a way of CARING for you? I am proud to say I have a lot of best friends whom I can pour my hearts to. These friends are those I truly care and hold closely to my heart. However, being a perfectionist in the past and trying very hard to be the Mr Nice Guy, I never had the courage to tell them how I have felt even if I know it is going to help them. My image was at stake and I was not willing to risk it. I am glad after attending a course which I would say is a turning point in my life, I now find the courage to speak truly and openly on what is on my mind such that I can help those around me grow. Tonight (21Sep19), there was a fire burning in me and I have this strong desire to meet a close friend at 2350 and share how I felt about the situation my friend is in. From the bo

21/05/19 :- In a world where you can be anything, BE KIND! 在一個你甚麼都可以成為的世界裡，選擇善良！ Guys may have strong ego, but we have feelings too. Not all guys are wolves, who are only after your bodies. When we give you our hearts, please treat them with care. You may not want to be the owners, but do not go around breaking them. Many have came to show their care and concern, I'm truly grateful and appreciate your kind words. I am sorry, I couldn't share much on the details. I can only say, I am not ok, but don't worry, I would be fine as time goes by. Whatever that has happened, was just a case of a silly guy misinterpreting all the wrong signals sent. Falling in too fast and too deep. The girl was playing with fire and when she realized the fire was near, the most logical thing to do was to let go and not get her fingers burnt. Absolutely nothing wrong with that, except the guy is left to pick up the broken pieces of his fragile heart which he has given out too so

Tattoos - A sign of rebelliousness, gangsters, evil, etc. However, is that the truth? Every tattoo tells a story and I know this is not where it would stop. I can only say, if you judge me by my past or from what you think you see, you may not be able to truly appreciate my present nor enjoy the fruits which my future may bring. Are you ready to leave my past behind, walk with me till we reach the end of this journey? 刺青 - 象徵著叛逆，流氓與邪惡，等等。 不過，真是如此嗎？ 每一個刺青都述說一個故事，而我也知道故事不會停在這裡。 我只能說，你若以我的過去或你認為你眼前所看到的來對我下判斷，你就無法真正欣賞我的現在更不用說享用我的未來有可能帶來的果實。 你是否準備好拋開我的過去，與我同行直到旅程的終點？

28/03/19 :- Take the leap, make the change! Do something different! 跨出去，做改變！ 做些不一樣的事！ My command of Chinese has always been better than that of English. I have wrote a couple short stories and more songs than I did for poems. Never have I read poems books and got hooked on them. Now that I have been introduced and got addicted, miracles happened. In a little more than 2 days, I've composed 2 English poems which took me less than 2 hours each to get them pen down. In the past, I used to write better after downing at last a glass of red wine. I reached a plateau when I decided to quit on alcohol. It took me around 6 months to get used to finding inspiration without the aid of alcohol. I used to think and always put myself in an extreme state of sadness to find great inspiration to pen down my thoughts into my stories or songs. Never have I expect the power of absolute happiness gave me more inspiration than I got when I was at the lowest point of sadness. Someti