从前比较快乐吗？

In the past, we shared everything. Literally everything. From clothes to toys, food to bed & anything under the sun. We do fight, bt we still cuddle beside each other & say our usual good nights b4 bedtime. =) Life was much simpler but we were always happy with each other's companionship.

Everywhere we went, we were like each other shadows. Sometimes, mum bought us the same clothes & we wore them out. We had the same mushroom/watermelon hairstyle which was a unisex kids' hairdo back den.

We were still young to express ourselves in words, but our actions said so much more for the LOVE we felt. We kissed each other cheeks when we like to, we hugged each other like we were each other only teddies on earth.

As time goes by, we grew up. . .
20yrs have passed. . .

We are so much older now & learnt more words. But instead of using our knowledge to say loving words to each other, we allow emotions to overpower us; turning our words into weapons. These weapons were used in slashing each other throats or stabbed right into the hearts of our closest & dearest ones.

We are more or less of better financial stability now. We have our own gadget toys, buy the clothes we think we look good in, kept the hairstyles we preferred, ate better food at times(but family dinners have to be planned way before & sometimes, we MIA). We each have our own beds now which allowed us flexibility to have different slping time. Saying "Good Night" is no longer a usual routine & not as fun as they used to be. Kissing each other on the cheeks seem so awkward now & even hugs were "saved" for the best moments.

On the surface, things have taken a very big change. As time passes, we changed. It's a fact, we can't escape from. However, I hope deep down in our hearts, we still kept the same innocent LOVE we feel for each other as siblings.

No one knows if we would wake up tml or how long more can we continue to be a family. If the next min, 1 of us just passed on like that & u noe u'll regret behaving the way u did at the previous min, would you still do it?

It's easy to give in than to stay strong. But do we want to be weaklings?
To break a twig, it's easy. To break a bunch of it, it's hard.

We are a family, be it a destiny or fate; do we want to break this perfect destiny or wonderful fate?
We have one last chance to make things right. =) Who's with me? ^_~