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Sharing a touching story with you..Extracted from JY's frenz's blog.. When I was a puppy I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" - but then you'd relent and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housetraining took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed, listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs," you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day. Gradually, you began spending more time at work an...

It's our 110 days being officially tgt! Counting all the happy times, collecting all the wonderful memories & enjoying the blissful life we are having now! Dear, I noe u're sad e'time I tell u hw many more days we haf left. I am nt out to make u sad, I juz wana remind the both of us tt we dun haf much time left wif each other. I hope we wld minimize our quarrels and create alot more memories for us to keep in the future. Here's a poem just for YOU! You Have My Love To Count On Someday it has to end We knew it from the start Together we took a leap Into a hole of uncertainty Our days may be short With hearts of true LOVE Time is just enough To create memories for life Ever since we met Each day passes by with a SMILE Rainbows across a sunny sky Stars shine bright in those lovely nights Your care comes in special ways That bring joy to my everydays I fulfilled your dreams And left you with so much gleam When the day comes for us to part It will brings hurt to our hear...

Recently, alot of ppl ard me seem 2b caught in alot of problems. Family, Love, Work. You name it, there bound to be some1 brooding over 1 or all of these problems. Let's talk abt the problems most of these ppl face. Yes, you got it! LOVE. As I have said b4, LOVE is an ongoing subject that most of us is learning all our lives. No1 ever graduate from it. They keep on learning as time goes by. Gaining experience along the way. There're ppl commenting on my r/s wif my dear. They said we're enjoying a blissful life. I wldn't say we dun haf a single quarrel @ all. Humans are humans. From time to time, there bound 2b some disagreements, mood swings, etc. What matters most is both of u are on the same side, having the same objective and moving towards the same goal. And the most impt thing, which my dear & I practised is that we dun leave quarrels unsettled. We make it a pt to clear them up juz like afew of my frenz do. Leaving quarrels hanging in mid-air wld only makes mat...

打开了房间 墙上贴满我的照片 真庆幸自己的每一天 都能轻易进入你的世界 喜欢你长发披肩 心疼你双手掩面 感觉自己对你很了解 虽然你一直没发现 我这样爱你已经有三四个月 跟你搭地铁 跟你分开逛同一条街 相机里天天装满所有你的一切 每一张都让我伤得呕心沥血 我这样爱你已处在病态边缘 却不能自拔 痴心偏偏往泥沼里陷 柜子里还有好多写给你的信件 每一封都是没有地址的思念 P/S: Lynette, this is the song you gave me the lyrics and wana noe the title. I finally found it after so many mths. Heez..4gt if I told u le..Nah, here it is!

从前有个书生，原本将与未婚妻成亲。就在拜堂的前一个晚上，准新娘竟然跟另一个男子私奔。书生从此一病不起。家人非常担心。结果，大老远上山请了个高僧下山看一看书生。 高僧见到书生，递了面镜子给他。在镜子里，书生看到一具女尸攀在沙滩上。 第一个男生看了，头也不会地走了。 第二个男生看了，脱下自己的上衣披在尸体上。 第三个男生看了，挖了个洞把尸体埋了。 之后，高僧说：“镜子里的女尸是你的未婚妻，而你是第二个男生。今世，她回来报恩，给了你许多美好的回忆。但她最终真正需要报答的是第三个男生，也就是与她私奔的男人。前世因，今世果全是天注定，你就不要太执著了。” 书生这时彻底地醒悟了。他重新收拾起自己的心情，再次活了过来，找的人生的另一个方向。 你又是否领悟到谁是你生命中的过客呢？有些人，你永远不必等，因为她/他不是你命名中的那个人。 I told my dear tis story tis afternoon. Coz she told me she was sad whenever she tot of us separating tis yr end. She starts to worry that she's nt as 潇洒 as she thinks she can. She's afraid that she'll be the 1 who can't let go. She said, she can't understand y alot of couples can juz brk up and that's it. When the both of them shared so much 2gether, dun they haf a slight unbearable feeling? I noe I'll be sad, v.sad indeed. No1 noes hw long will I take to pick myself up tis time round. Bt I choose to land myself into tis r/s even when I see no happily ever after ending at all. Alot of time, we juz le...

春天里 我看见另一对你和我 一起看着百花开 向日葵百合薰衣草 夏天里 我看见另一对你和我 一起享受日光浴 沙滩海浪蓝天白云 秋天里 我看见另一对你和我 一起扫着遍地落叶 枯萎凋谢落满地 冬天里 我看见另一对你和我 一起生火拥抱取暖 咖啡土司荷包蛋 在梦里 我们的一切多么美好 没有什么流言蜚语 两颗心紧紧相扣 现实里 我们遭受无数的打击 伤痛带着两行泪水 无怨无悔爱着你 三个月 一起熬过了千辛万苦 如今为你掏开了心 不变的爱交给你

Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year. She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, in her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour, the doorbell rang, and there were roses sitting by her door. She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock. Then, went to get the t...

Wanted to give gpa a surprise by driving back to visit him. When we reached gpa's hse, we have a surprise ourselves. As we didn't informed gpa that we are going back, he went Melaka wif 3rd uncle!! Quite disappointed though. Bt we had a nice mini gathering wif 5th aunt & small aunt wif their kids. And presenting everyone's fave photo of the day...

Saw 2 interesting pictures today. 1 of them funny & another touching..So as the alwiz generous person, I'm here to share!! haha (^^.) Presenting the funny one! *I think you hafta click on the pic to view it better* And now for the more touching one.. And after reading this, my heart tells me, "Now you can be even more SURE that you LOVE your dear!" All because... I feel the pain of her more than her even when she is stable and I cry for her.. Though I don't get attracted to other people, I know I'll stay with her without any regrets.. I will let her go on 31st Dec 2006 knowing that she has to go though she doesn't want to either.. Tell me dear, have I further proven my love for you with this? I hope I do, coz I REALLY LOVE YOU !

The blog owner hereby wishes all readers a HAPPY DRAGONBOAT FESTIVAL! 端午节快乐！ I missed 五姨的肉粽 & 二姨的娘惹粽！！ Well, 2day, the dragonboat festival when we're supposed 2b eating dumplings, my dear made sth else for me!! haha (^^.) But they taste extremely nice! It's the 1st time she bakes them! And with the cookies & brownies, there's a little swt note. hehe =.= Now presenting my dear's 1st time attempt cookies & brownies!! Yum Yum! Qi & I almost finished the brownies. But we managed to ctrl ourselves & save it for mum & Yu!

The kind of stress a gal would have by being with me, I understand..Still it hurts. Wouldn't u be if u're a bf like me? She won't be able to bring you home and introduce you as her bf. She would not hold your hands when she saw her friends. She will never ever has the chance to wear a wedding grown and say, "I do" to you. She can never hold her head high and tell everyone else in the world that she's proud to have you as her bf even if she feels that way. In her friendster, she would still be single, not a single photo of yours would appear either. Your sweet testimonials would never appear for others to see & envy. The both of you would not be able to take part in open competitions that would be air on TV because your relationship cannot be seen in the light. She faced alot stress from everyone just because she is your gf. She need to have secret dates with you to avoid being seen by her relatives. She have to refrain from mentioning your name to her frie...

爱情究竟为何物 一生上不完的课 爱你的人在身边 你却双手将她推 从不懂得去珍惜 你爱的人千里远 拼命往前去追寻 全身是伤无所谓 仅为一句我爱你

My dear is nt v.interested in watching this show & she'll nt be too happy if I watch wif any other gers. (I dun haf much guy frenz to watch wif me either) So my dear sis aka Princess Qi offered to watch wif me. Thx my dear bestie! I guez the show is abit loud & violent for u. And sorry that I didn't spend as much time wif u as b4. (^^.) Anyway, back to the show. Though it's the same type of show whr Ethan Hunt (Tom Cruise) takes on impossible mission, it's defintely a show worth watching! I cldn't sit still in my seat @ all! The fighting scenes, the advanced technology & the incredible ways of tackling the mission plus the love between a strongly bonded couple! What's more to say? Go catch that show, man! I have these thoughts after watching the show. 女人是男人的致命伤！两个人之间，因为有了信任，一切难题都能渡过！ Dear, only u hold the key to the softest part of my heart. You have the power to make me or break me. And only with ur trust, I can overcome all toughness. Pls promise m...

恋爱中的你，容易产生什么毛病？ 谈恋爱是一件非常甜蜜的事情，不过，当你太过依赖对方的时候，你的心就开始生病了！ 当你去游乐场玩时，哪一样设施你有把握玩最多次？ 答案： a) 海盗船 b) 过山车 c) 旋风咖啡杯 d) 垂直落体类 分析: a) 你喜欢疑神疑鬼，会变得整天神经兮兮的，容易患上精神病。这类型的人，爱情的致命伤就是没安全感，很多事情多会让他胡思乱想，而且想东想西，最后很容易转牛角尖，如果旁边又有人在煽风点火，肯定让他精神病发作。 b)火气大，爱生气。你容易上火。这类型的人，爱情的致命伤就是占有欲很强，刚谈恋爱时是小女人，小男人，可是爱得越深，大男人或大女人主义就越是浮现。如果对方的行踪交代得不清楚，或是说话吞吞吐吐，就会开始大发脾气。 c)太依赖又太在乎对方，让你失去自我。这类型的人，爱情的致命伤是优柔寡断，当你爱上一个人时，会想付出全部的爱，可是，付出太多的时候又会失去自我。这时，就会把自己的喜怒哀乐完全交给对方，每天看着对方的脸色过日子，对方开心就跟着开心，对方生气就跟着难过。没有自我的人生，其实是痛苦的。 d)经常忽冷忽热的你，会让对方觉得你又难搞又难以抓摸。这类型的人，爱情的致命伤是太情绪化了，高兴的时候什么都好，觉得对方是自己的全世界，很幸运可以跟对方交往，心情不好的时候，就会觉得自己倒了八辈子的霉跟这种人交往。 *Extracted from UMag*

I was playing games with my dear 2nite. She asked, "Why did u let me win?" "Why?" I thought to myself. When I got home & think again, I realized y. Coz when I am with her, winning no longer matters. What's most impt is I juz want her 2b HAPPY! HAPPY is the key word when we're 2gether. Which is y, I truly regret for causing her 2b disappointed few days back. Dear, I am truly sorry for telling a so called white lie & saying the half truth. I kept it from u to prevent u frm being angry, bt u're even more disappointed to find out the truth urself. I have really learnt my lessons, I promise there would nt be a next time. SORRY, DEAR! I LOVE YOU!

Our 1st program of the day & aso our fave activity 2gether - KLunch @ Cineleisure! Sing our way to 1.30pm. Den we went for our neoprints session! Spent an hr+ in the shop. haha (^^.) At 3.15pm, it's show time! Watched a great & exciting show, 'Poseidon'. V.touching too! It's really v.different frm 'Titanic' & it's so much better, worth watching! The show sets ppl thinking. And next is my dear & aso alot other gers fave hobby - SHOPPING! She bought a new bag & a pair of heels for herself. Dear bought a wallet for her mum too. After that, dear wana buy carnations for her mum, so we tried our luck @ Holland V. She managed to buy 8 @ $1 each. The wrapping is v.sub standard though. Actually, it's nt much of wrapping either. Simply rolled the flowers up in paper. haha (".) Well, it's the thoughts! Went TCC for a drink & chat b4 going hm. Dear made a card for me with the TCC coaster. It was so touching to receive my prez, u noe?...

It's my 3rd day of work as well as my sis's 1st day. Yes, we're wking in the same company! We are siblings & good friends, now we're colleagues! haha (^^.) The idea is kind of cool! Anyway, the both of us were OVERLOADED with information. There're so much to remember. Bt the other colleagues who are in charge of training us said, "You'll learn as you do." True enough, as we do more, we learn more. Well, I guez everything is like tis ba. Overall, the job is still quite interesting. Though we may nt noe exactly wat to do nw & practically is still nt doing alot of stuff, as I looked @ wat the others are doing or the projects that were being done, I can see that the job's gona be quite challenging in the future. Qi said she'll want to at least work there for a year. I'm aso tired to keep looking for job. It is such a chore to send resumes & go for interviews only to get rejected indirectly wif a, "You go home & wait for our...

Yeah! Finally got a job, starting work on Mon as Project Assistant. The company is Interior Marketing Associate - a carpet supplier. Singapore is the HQ with anor 2 companys in M'sia & Dubai. You know where Dubai is? It's part of Saudi Arabia, bt it's a developed modern place juz like Singapore. (That's wat I was told coz I didn't noe whr it is either.) My wking hrs are Mon - Fri: 10am - 7pm & Alt Sat: 10am - 2pm. As for my pay, it is $1600. hehe (^^.) Oh, it's at Redhill. Wun be driving dere, coz the company is juz 5 mins walk frm MRT stn. Have to save $$ mah. Moreover, I start wk @ 10am, is way off peak period, wun need to squeeze wif the crowd. Abt my job scope, I wld first undergo training on how to do costing. As 90% of our customers are Hotels, we wld need to bid for tender. Therefore, my role comes in to do costing for the bids. However, I was told that as time goes by, my supervisor wld assess me & see if I am suitable for other roles & l...

***Your Five Factor Personality Profile*** Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Openness to expe...

Running out of ideas on what to do with ur partner? Maybe u can consider cutting hair for ur other half, juz like wat my v.swt gf did. It was her little wish to be a hairstylist for a day & also my wish to haf my hair being cut by my gf. So both of us had our wishes fulfilled! There wasn't much difference in the hairstyle though as some might observed. 她只是帮我把头发剪薄剪短。 Bt anyway, wat other hairstyle can I change to? I still need to go for interviews. And I'm growing old for those trendy stylo hairstyles I used to have though I still wished I could. P/S: Anor idea on wat to do wif ur partner, register for Big Walk. It's on 21st May, 7.30am gathered outside National Stadium. It's a healthy activity & u can make use of the relaxed stroll & have a nice chat. My gf & I will be going, hope 2 cya dere! *May the rain stay home for that day!*