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When I finally feel the real meaning of, "NO ONE UNDERSTANDS WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH!", I realized I had been LYING all these while. Alot of ppl often came to me for advice. They told me hw sad/down they were and wat they were going through. I symathise wif them, gave them advice, console them whenever I cld, lend them a shoulder to lean on & said, "I understand what you are going through now, I truly do." Wat a pack of bullshit I was saying. Do I really understand wat each & individual family members or frenz is going through? Maybe I never did. Coz I strongly feel that no one understand what I am going through at all. So wat makes me so sure tt I understand wat others were going through?! I'd seen so many others living for others and end up nt enjoying their life or feel the true happiness that they derserved. When we were young, some of us studied hard for their parents, den we fight for our careers for ur partners & we strive even harder at work ...

I wasn't feeling @ ease after having my fortune being told afew mths back. So I decide to haf my fortune being told again. Mb I shldn't have. I got a name card of a fortune teller who was said 2b v.accurate. And guess wat, she was actually frm the same hometown as me, Batu Pahat in M'sia. Today, she came Singapore for her biz. So I booked an appt & haf my fortune 2b told. She cfm the thing I was worried abt ever since my 1st fortune telling. She too said that I wld meet wif an accident @ the lunar age of 29. And if I can make thru it, I wld be slightly better off @ age 30. Maybe not knowing is better than knowing after all...

YES! The long awaited photos is now uploaded! These are my presents frm my dear for our 1st month anniversary. AND inside the little box full of sweets & chocolates is this cute little beetle car. My fave prez is the cute little Chip who's slping wif me every nite nw. hehe >. I wanted to wear the boxers & take a picture but my dear forbid me to do so & the readers are nt as interested as my dear 2c me in it. I wanted to take a close up of the 100 Plus can too but my dear is shy to let others read the mushy words she had written on it.

The longest interview I ever had! 1 hr! Mb it's nth to some of u, bt all my previous interviews were nt longer than 10 mins. haha =D Anyway, the interviewer, Christine is a v.nice & friendly lady. She's v.str8 4ward too. She told me tt I am the best candidate she interviewed & I have quite a good chance of getting in. She'll hafta get back to her boss & let me noe again next wk. Christine said she likes my attitude. The position I am filling up is an admin assistant. She's looking for some1 to go in line wif her & revamp the admin dept. Coz if she wants to inject new ideas to the co, she needs to start wif her own team & has their support 1st. And she said she needs great help in that now. The new team player would helps her wif analysis to present to the big boss too. Christine said tis is a gold pot area wif alot of things to learn as long as one is willing to. They have a flat plan concept office. They tried to maintain the least hierarchy presenc...

爱上你 让我的世界更加美丽 爱上你 自然如呼吸 爱上你 甜蜜得身边的人都妒忌 爱上你 是我最珍惜的幸福 只有你能了解我所有的情绪 只有你能包容我不时的坏脾气 只有你懂得应该如何哄我开心 所以我爱你 有些人爱到害怕所以从此不再爱 有些人爱过所以相信不须要在爱 有些人爱到自己名字也记不起来 我爱到不能想象没有你的未来 This song is v.suitable for my dear to sing for me, I guess she agrees completely too. Now waiting for Kelly's karaoke MTV for tis song 2b out in KBOX, den she can sings to me! hehe ^_^

My dear is the cook for 2nite! She has a marvellous idea and that is to cook dinner wif eggs as the main ingredients! So let's see wat do we haf for dinner... 1st, there is this dish of fried long beans wif eggs. 2nd, we tried a dish we saw on a receipe book; 鸡蛋包肉碎. 3rd, dear's fave 洋葱炒蛋. Bt I hate 洋葱! However, dear puts in alot of effort in preparing 2nite dinner, so I ate every dishes she cooks. They were delicious! And the only lucky ones beside me who get to taste my dear's cooking is my family members! Coz dear has alrd become part of my life! That's y I said, "爱是她煮洋葱炒蛋逼你吃，而你大口大口地吞，就为了见她会心一笑！" Tell me, hw can I possibly not love a woman like my dear? *muacks* My dear gal, I LOVE YOU!

So the long awaited surprise is here! Guess wat my dear got for me? haha (".) Bet u wun be able to guess coz I didn't expect these prez frm her too! My sweet & creative gf made 4 cards for each of the gifts. And I was to choose the cards 1 by 1 in order to determine which gift I get to open 1st. My 1st prez is a Chip soft toy. Wat Chip, I heard some of u asked. It's the Chip & Dale chipmunks. Yes, my dear bought a Chip soft toy for me. Nw the cute little fellow is acc me to slp on dear's behalf. There's absolutely nth wrong for a gf to buy a soft toy for her bf. At least I noe me & afew other guy frenz of mine appreciate that. And we're nt afraid to say we do love a soft toy to hug every nw & then. My 2nd prez won the most creative award of the yr! Dear bought a 100 plus for me & wrote on it. Those who noes me well shld noe tt 100 plus is my fave drink! It has an impt instruction, "DO NOT OPEN!". As for the other wordings, u can co...

Yeah! We'd make it to our 1st month finally! We didn't turned out the way others tot we wld. In fact, we had bring our r/s to a new higher level. Our love is deeper, our bonds are stronger & our faith is growing by the days! My 4ever so swt dear has been trying v.hard to give me a surprise. And I can tell u tis time, I have absolutely no clue wat is the surprise. She's keeping her mouth tight shut no matter hw I tried to find out. I am alrd v.touched even b4 I receive the surprise she's planning. So may I ask, "How can I possibly not LOVE such a wonderful woman?" With her, I found new confidence and strength. Though I was a confident person to start with. haha =D She taught me love that was so pure & innocent, the kind of love alot of people whom I know looks forward to. Never was I so determined to work hard for a future & build a love nest. My dear is like a pure & innocent crystal - a real beauty. Her mind is still clear just like her consci...

Heard these on FM93.3 today. 2 short stories:- 1st one was there used 2b a piece of wall. 1 day, a nail was being hammered into it. The wall shouted, "Ouch! Juz y do u haf to poke me everytime? Wat did I do wrong?" The nail replied, "U shldn't blame me! U shld blame the person who's using the hammer to hit me instead!" Well, @ 1st, I cldn't guez wat the story is trying to say either. So the DJ said there's a morale for tis story. And that is, "People often tends to blame others for the faults being done. But sometimes, the fault lies within ther person himself/herself." As for the word, 'BLAME', if u were to separate it, 'B' & 'LAME'. So whenever u're blaming some1 else, u're juz being LAME! The explaination though abit crappy, bt does make abit of sense lah hor? The 2nd story goes...Long long time ago, there was tis certain worshipper who keep praying to his God. "Oh God! Pls @ least let me win the ...

在安静无人的夜晚 我静静的躺在床上 脑海里回忆着我们 在一起度过的日子 想起你给我的惊喜 情书卡片绒毛娃娃 心里满是甜甜滋味 想着你的一举一动 眼泪不知觉流下来 因为当那天来临时 我将失去你的关心 不舍害怕伤心恐慌 无数感觉涌入心里 好好珍惜剩余时间 这是我现在的愿望

Yes, I am going back m'sia again. Tis time is for 清明. And as usual, I noe my dear gal wld miz me as much as I miz her. So as usual, I wld leave behind an entry for her. Of coz as usual, my viewers are gona start commenting hw mushy I can be. Bt well, it's juz a small little thing I can do for my dear mah. (^^.) B4 I end tis blog wif a photo of my cute face, I have sth to tell my dear. Dear, I am truly sorry for letting u feel so uncomfortable 2day. I really dun mean it. Bt I'm glad u tell me hw u felt. I wld take note of my behavior the next time. I am not angry @ receiving ur comments bcoz I respect u & I want u 2 noe tt I really do. U're my gf & nt anything or any1 else. U have all the rights to tell me the things u said 2nite. Pls take gd care of urself when I am away & in the future even if I am no longer wif u, k? Coz u're alwiz some1 I care alot abt. I LOVE YOU! And here, presenting my nice nice photo! hehe >.

Humans are weird creatures. You often hear ppl say,"If only I knew." "If I can turn back time.." "If I have a chance to make up for it.." And often than not, ppl only gt to realize wat they once had after they lost it. Then they wished they had treasured wat they had. Yet, with the things they still have, they would make the same mistake by taking things for granted. If u noe tml is ur last day on earth, wat would u haf done? If u noe there's an end, would u treasure more b4 the deadline comes? I would and I certainly did. But I think I had not done enuf. I would continue to do more. I knew we would be ending the way we are nw tis yr end. Alot of things abt us are nt certain & unstable. Bt bcoz I noe in the future, I can't treat her the way I do nw, all I want nw is to treat her well, treat her right. I tried my best nt to let her be sad or disappointed. Though @ times, I failed. 我要用我这有限的时间给于她我这辈子想给她的东西与感觉。 In the future, no1 noes wat will happ...