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My suffocated heart felt the chill went right thru it. I think the tragedy happened @ ard 10am this morning. Coz that's when I tot I was just being frustrated with the work that's piling up. I felt breathless & even felt like vomiting @ some point of time. After dinner, I went to look at my babies. No matter how I count, I could only count to 4. Where's my 5 th baby? I tot old bear has eyesight problems. I called for my dear & ask her to count for me. Sure enough, the 5 th one was not in the cage. We searched high & low around the house. I didn't wana give up. I went back to the cage, lift up the toilet roll I left for them to play with. Nothing inside. I went to lift the container that was used to store the bathing sand. There it was. My 5 th baby, all squashed. It was totally flat. My heart broke & it went cold. Till now, I still feel the chill. Why? How? Qns that I couldn't find ans for filled my mind. At that point of time, I simply fel...

Happy Birthday, ting ka!! May your wishes come true!! Oh, any1 knows if there's time-lapse for Taiwan & S'pore? Coz today is the release of the initial evaluation results of the song writing contest I took part in. It's a Taiwan based contest & results would be released @ 5pm - Taiwan's time. So excited!! Hope for the best & prepared for the worst. =) Wish me luck! Heez =P

Happy Belated B'day to 情敌！ Happy Advance B'day to 美女！ We don't have much photos together de.. So hafta use the photos we took for my b'day.. Heez =P You know wat it means, 5G1U? We need to take more photos the next time!! Went for dinner @ the Sakura located @ Orchard Shopping Centre. Oh, it's the first time H4, Cyn & Rochelle eat at Sakura! Anyway, we started eating @ around 8pm, coz SOMEBODY was late!! We have arranged to meet @ 7.30pm. I noe that SOMEBODY would own up herself in my taggy when she reads this. =) Last order was @ 9.30pm. So, we left shortly after that. Coz old bear was too forgetful & didn't bring his camera, I didn't take any photos today... =P I want a new camera!!

Heya! It's Thursday! Meaning... 1 day to Friday! 2 days to Weekends! 3 days to Chilli Crabs & Chocolate Fondue on Yaya's B'day!! 5 days to trip back to Gpa's hse with 3.5 siblings! Wohoo!! v(^_^)o Would be celebrating Christmas in advance with my Ohana! Coz wana catch up with friends this festive season! But, I guess many of you have your own programs on that actual day... So how abt mtg up b4 that?? Any1? Heez =P Anyone wana place order for dou sa bing , lao po bing , etc? Taking orders from now... *But hor ... Must pay $$ leh ..* =P Coz budget's abit tight these 2 mths le .. Too many b'days / occasions ... For those going overseas for holidays this yr end, have a great time! Enjoy!! v(^_^)o Those who're staying in S'pore, have a wonderful time too!

Most people love fairy tales, especially girls, ladies & women. Why? Coz they find it almost impossible to meet their prince charming in real life. C'est La Vie - This is life. Reality is harsh and painfully cruel. We seldom find happily ever after in real life. Break ups & divorces are far too common nowadays. Would it be a good thing if love was as simple as how the female lead sees it in the movie, "Enchanted"? Well, maybe yes, maybe no. It's up to individuals how they want their love to be. It could be simple like hanging out at each other place to watch VCDs over the weekends, fly kites @ Marina Bay, suntanning @ Sentosa Beaches, catching some nice movies, grabbing cheap items @ Great Singapore Sale & the list goes on & on... Or to some, it may be going to the most posh restaurant, buying Oh-So-Expensive & most of the time unnecessary stuff for each other, giving empty promises just for that moment of assurance, a kind of electrifying sens...

Hey folks! A 15yr old kid needs my help to pull votes for her cousin. Kindly help to click the below URL & vote for the 3rd lion at the last row. http://www.luxuryindex.com.sg/voteS3.php # In case, u failed ur maths... This is the lion to vote for... =) And in case, u're wondering if it's 2 lions... (Like some blur toad) The photos showed the left & right side of ONE lion!

Hey! For those who had a hard time following through my story - "Story of US" & want a full version in word doc, I have it ready in my comp. Contact me if u need me to email to you! =) My 2nd english story is still slow in progress... Be patient, ok? Good things are worth waiting! (^^.)

Some of you have heard, while the others, I haven't had time to discuss/share with you. Coz...we haven't been meeting up lately!! My dear friends, when are we gona catch up with everyone having busy schedules?? Anyway, my supervisor asked if I'm interested to convert to perm next yr after my contract ends in May08. I told her I wld think abt it. Well, frankly speaking, I don't quite like the job as a purchaser. However, I believe in adapting myself to new environment. Qi said, "You may not be able to find a job you like too even if you leave." It's quite true to a certain extent lah. I'm well known for job-hopping even when I found myself an accounts job.(Which every1 & myself think is my fave job.) So, since I graduated with a Diploma in Business Studies (Purchasing & Logistics Management), I might as well make the best of it, right? A diploma requires S$30,000 just to get that piece of paper, so why waste it? I like challenges in life, so mb ...

From 16 th Nov 2007 - 18 th Nov 2007, Ohana was at Aloha Loyang. Little Princess' 21st b'day was on 16 th Nov 07 & Little Genius celebrated her 20 th b'day on 18 th Nov 07. They are my darlings 'twin' sisters who were born 1 yr & 2 days apart. =) Both think I'm bias towards the other more, in actual fact, I heart them both equally much! Which is why, I sabotage them equally this year! Wohoo ! v(^_^)o This is to pay back the love they showered on me during my 21st b'day 3 years ago. (^^.) Doraemon cake my mum & I bought for Little Princess. The United Fours! With our extended family! Cuzzies !! Still bonded as ever! Forever & Ever! As time goes by & we grow older, we just call ourselves The KA Gang & not ke _ ai gang. =P SEE! I love them both equally! The sabotages were my plans! We gather for presents opening ceremony! Just when Little Genius thought all was over... We brought out a b'day cake for her! Everyone said t...

At times, I dread reading the newspapers.. It seems like negative news are filling the papers nowadays.. People killing each other, protests everywhere for all kinds of things, accidents & tragedies that took lives away.. Just last fri, S'pore Dragon Boat team went Cambodia to take part in a competition and tragedy happened. The news published in papers this morning has confirmed that all 5 bodies of the supposedly missing team members have been found. They were young, with future that might be bright. A tragedy ended it all. Maybe, it's just their fate or it's a wrong decision that they shldn't have make. Well, no1 can turn back time & change what had happened. We can only wish that family members of the deceased can be strong & move on with their lives. May the 5 dragon boaters find peace in another world... For those who want to read on the news... http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest%2BNews/Singapore/STIStory_180546.html

I know I'm very slow in watching movies.. At least, late is better than never! =) Managed to catch "Stardust" over the wkend with my dear. A simple, love story with a kind of expected ending. Yet, it touches one heart to watch the process of how a young lad turns into a man & realized who is his true love. In real life, aren't we just like Tristan, the male lead? All our lives, we're seeking for our true love & do all kinds of so called "noble" stuff to prove our love for the one we think is the 1 we want to spend the rest of our lives with. When all the while, our true love is just standing right before us. The one who is willing to love us unconditioningly & needs no proof from us to prove our love for them, simply wants us to know that they love us & tell them that we love them too. Simple - just like how love supposed to be. How can we turn blind to them & break their hearts by doing all those silly things for people who's not...

Finally, the much awaited results were out after so much heated discussion on the PSLE Mathematics Papers. Every time, when results of any kind were released/announced, there bound to be people who weep. For both happiness & joy or sadness & disappointment. Living in a large family like ours, comparisons are inevitable. However, one should not take them too seriously. As long as we believed that we have done our best, that's all it matters. One point that we can never emphasize enough, "GRADES ARE NOT EVERYTHING!". An 'A' doesn't guarantee that you would be a successful person in the future & neither does a 'F' determines that you would be a failure all your life. Some of you have probably read about a girl in M'sia who hanged herself when she did not receive the grades she wanted. Isn't that saddening? If only someone has make her understand that whatever things we failed or do badly in life, we can always try again. However, af...

Angelina Jolie! Went to watch this show yesterday night with my dear. The story was moving so slow! I almost fell aslp. AND they make my Angelina so much less sexier than the person she is!! ARGH!! She looks so fake & plastic in the movie. And she appears only in I think abt 3 scenes. I'm so disappointed. Haiz... -_-"

星期六，丞欣早上五点钟到了常跟康锦去的海边，等待一块儿和他看日出。但过了约定的时间，康锦并没有出现。康锦一向很守时也很有责任感，就算不能来也一定会通知一声的。 丞欣拿出手机，拨了通电话给康锦，电话没人接。 “难道是他睡过头？但他的电话不就是像他所说的，一直放在自己床边吗？” 丞欣再次拨了通电话，而电话还是没人接。 就这样，丞欣一连拨了几十通电话给康锦。一个钟头过去，电话一直没人接，她已经急得像热锅上的蚂蚁了。 这时，电话响起，银幕上显示了来电者的身份，“康锦”。 “喂！猪头！你总算肯回电了？你可知道我有多担心吗？” 这时的丞欣已经急得快哭出来了。 电话的另一端传来了个陌生的声音，“喂，你是丞欣小姐吗? 我是康锦的朋友，晋伦。你是约了康锦对吗？我想他是不能去了，你能不能到他家一趟？” 晋伦给了丞欣康锦家的地址，不一会儿丞欣便赶到了康锦的家。这是他们认识以来，丞欣第一次到康锦的家。她心里有点紧张带点不安，感觉好像康锦发生了什么事，否则那个叫晋伦的人不会那么严肃。还未走到门口，有个戴眼镜的男士把门敞开，对她露出微弱的笑。 “你就是丞欣小姐？” 那男士开口问。 “对，我是。我想你就是康锦的朋友，晋伦吧？康锦他今早为什么没有赴约，他病了吗？” 丞欣焦虑不安的心情涌上心头。 “康锦他是生病了，而且病得不轻。但你来迟了，他已经离开人世了。” 说完，泪水从晋伦的脸颊流下。 “不，这不会是真的！他都不像个有病的人，一定是你搞错了！！他在哪里，我要去见他！” 丞欣无法控制自己的情绪。 晋伦把她带到了康锦的床边，康锦的叔叔还在安慰他那一旁哭泣的老婆。丞欣看着康锦，他脸上一副安祥的样子，看上去就像在睡梦中。丞欣伸出手触摸康锦没有温度的脸，她几乎崩溃了。 “康锦要我把这封信交给你，还说认识你是他这一生最快乐的事。” 晋伦从口袋掏出了一封信。 丞欣用那颤抖着的手接过了信，已经泪流满眶的她把信封打开。 信里写着几行字，“丞欣，当你看到这封信时，我多半已不在人世。但我希望你不要为我哭泣，因为死并不是终点，那只是我另一个起点。你不是说过生命的意义不在于长短，只要认真的活过就已足够了吗？我的这一生，除了有爱护我的叔叔与婶婶，与我情同手足的朋友晋伦，就是能在人生的最后一个阶段遇见你。我们在一起的时间或许不长，但我很珍惜每一分每一秒。我只恨老天没有让我早点遇见你，不能与你制造多点回忆。虽然我已不能继续留在...

From my dearest! *muacks* My 1st batch of little prez!! Chip & Dale! Woodstock! My Fave!!

“你说，我们家康锦是不是恋爱了？” 康锦的婶婶，靖雯轻声细语地问。 “恋爱？你为什么这么问？” 康锦的叔叔，权志反问道。 “难道你没注意到他从情人岛回来后就春风满面，每天都流连上网吗？偶尔他还会对着电脑傻笑，不是恋爱难道精神有问题不成？” “你想知道，那就去问他！他都已经快三十岁了，是该交女朋友的，没什么好大惊小怪的！” “叔叔婶婶，我出门去了！” 康锦从房间走了出来。 “不吃晚餐了吗?” 靖雯问了一句。 “婶婶，对不起。今晚约了朋友，不在家吃了。” 康锦在靖雯脸上吻了一下便出门去了。 “我介绍的日本餐不错吧？” 丞欣不假思索地问。 “还不错，我给它打八颗星！对了，你的新作品出炉了吗？” 康锦流露出兴奋的表情。 “没那么快吧，应该还要等个半年。” “噢，半年那么久，就怕我等不到了。” “什么，你刚说什么等不到？” 丞欣把视线从橱窗转回到康锦的身上。 “没什么。你对那衣服目不转睛，很喜欢吧?” 康锦借故转移话题。 “还好啦，只是觉得还蛮特别的。” “走，到里面瞧一瞧！” 康锦牵起丞欣的手走进了那服装店。 康锦硬是要丞欣试穿那衣服让他看，而在丞欣试穿的当儿，康锦悄悄地把衣服给买下了。 “瞧，我就知道你穿上去会很好看！” 康锦称赞地说。 “是不错，但价钱可贵的很！” 丞欣低声地在康锦耳边说。 走出了服装店，丞欣与康锦到附近一间咖啡座坐下聊天。他们聊到儿时做的一些傻事，人生观，对理想的热忱等等。不知不觉，已是深夜十二点了。 “快乐的时光总是过得特别快，你说是吗? 我多么希望，时间能为我放慢脚步，好让我来得及享受身边的一些美好事物。” 康锦感叹着。 “我们还年轻，时间还多的是。” “可是，如果明天就是世界末日呢？” “那又怎么样？只要每一分每一秒，我们过得充实，就不算白活了！生命的意义不在于长短，只要认真的活过就已足够了。况且今日不知明日事，最重要是活在当下！曾经拥有胜过天长地久不是吗？” 丞欣露出灿烂的笑。 “对，你说的一点都没错。不亏是我敬佩的作者，每句话都那么有道理!” “好啦，已经很晚了。在太阳上山之前，还是快回家吧！不然，你叔叔婶婶会担心的！” “不如，我们约一天到海边看日出吧？” “好啊，就这星期六如何？” 一向喜欢大自然的丞欣开心的笑着。 “没问题，那星期六见了！” 康锦捷了辆德士坚持送丞欣回家。到了丞欣家，康锦从背包里拿出装着他在服装店买下的衣服递了给丞欣。 ...

This is the winning entry for Best Video Award 2007 of Teo's Family! If a picture says a thousand words, then a video would be a million words! Qi's 21st & Yu's 20th B'days are finally over! Had great fun at Aloha Loyang! Shall post the photos probably over the wkend. Meanwhile, take a look at the video my kor posted in YouTube! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Sb8uiS8c6s

“那么对你这个幸福的人来说，为什么会被蔷薇的书籍感动，你又是如何接触到的？” 丞欣不禁回到了之前的话题。 “现今社会，音乐市场萎缩，我们做音乐的难免会遇到不少挫折。有一年，经济萧条，一整年也卖不出任何创作，我的心情无比的低落。心想反正创作再多也只有累积灰尘的命运，不如到书局去逛，不但能增广见闻，或许还能有些收获。无意间便看到了蔷薇写的《结束是另一种开始》，觉得书名蛮有意思的，就买了回去。我在一个晚上把书读完，因为读着读着，那些文字一直钩着我。我完全能感受到蔷薇在创作那本书的心情，也非常认同他所表达的论点。后来，我便回到书局把所有他写的书买了回家。” “哇，我还不晓得原来我有这么一个忠实的读者!” 丞欣听完，骄傲地笑了。 “你就是蔷薇？我一直以为作者是个男生！” “蔷薇这笔名有那么男性化吗？” “就是一看便知道是笔名，所以直觉告诉我他应该是个男作者。” “你的理论还有点奇怪，不过真是不好意思，让你失望了！好了，时间不早了，我要回房写我的小说了！” 说完，丞欣便站了起来。 “那一起走吧！” 康锦随后跟着丞欣走回酒店。 “晚上，要不要一起到外头用餐？” 康锦送丞欣回她的房间。 “那好吧，我们七点在酒店大厅见！” 说完，丞欣便跟康锦道别，进房关上了门。 接下来的一个月，康锦与丞欣都会相约一起吃饭，到海边晒太阳做日光浴或分享写作的心得。退房离开情人岛的那一天，丞欣与康锦一同坐渡轮回到了台湾。 离别的那一刻，康锦向丞欣要了联络资料，“你可以把电话号码或地址留给我吗？” “哼，我们才认识一个月，就想拿我的住址和电话号码？说，你有什么企图？” “我只不过觉得我们蛮投缘的，想继续联络罢了。你千万别误会！” 康锦被问呆了，急忙结结巴巴地说。 “你还是那么会脸红，跟你开个玩笑而已！不过，我是跟别人租房的，不太方便。这样好了，我把手机号码和MSN给你，让你能和我保持联络吧。” 说着，丞欣从口袋里抽出了笔，拿起康锦的手，便把资料写在他的手掌上。 “对不起，我没带纸。下次，一起喝咖啡吧！我走了，再见！” 丞欣拾起了行李箱，挥手捷了辆德士便上车了。 望着离开的德士，康锦喃喃自语，“她就是那么我行我素，果然与她写的书非常相似。” 康锦回到家，放下了行李，便匆忙到隔壁找朋友去。 “你喜欢她？” “我也不知道，但跟她在一起的感觉很好。” 康锦回应。 “你有让她知道吗？” “我还没确定自己的感觉，怎么会...

“是你！” 第二天，丞欣在酒店的大厅看见康锦。 “是啊，就是我。我们还算有缘吧？” 康锦笑着说。 “哈！是吗？据我所知，情人岛上好像就只有一间酒店。” “但要在同一间酒店碰面，少了点缘份也未必能做到吧？你是要到餐厅用餐吗，一起如何?” 扬威酒店提供自助餐式的早餐，每天都有不一样的菜色，今天的菜单是自助香港点心。饮用完早餐，丞欣与康锦一同到海边散步。 “没想到，身为一个女生的你还挺会吃的吗？” 康锦随口问道。 “能吃是福，而幸运的是我属于那种怎么吃都不会发福的女生。” 丞欣笑着回答。 “有人告诉过你，你笑起来还蛮好看的吗？” “我也没想到，看你斯斯文文，对女生也会说些甜言蜜语，真够油腔滑调。” “我可是字字肺腑之言！你怎么就爱利用文字来嘲弄我？” “文字是我唯一的武器，也是自我保护的一种。可别忘了，我是个作者，虽然不是什么名气享誉全球的著名作家，但在台湾也小有名声！” 丞欣脸上露出一丝的自豪。 “那我应该是孤陋寡闻，丞欣这个名字我竟然从没听说过。” 康锦边说边皱着眉。 “你都读些什么书籍，哪些作者的书，不如说几个名字给我听？” 丞欣说着便坐在沙滩上。 “我？我喜欢金庸的武侠小说，还有我特别喜欢一位叫蔷薇的作者。他都写一些激励人心的书，我从他的书中得到启发，鼓励自己不断地向上，就算天塌下来也不怕！是他的书让我走出低潮的日子，同时也给了我勇气，让生命多了一种动力！” “那你觉得这个叫蔷薇的作者是个怎么样的人？” 丞欣紧接着问。 “他应该是个经历很多挫折，但最后却找到了坚持下去的力量。因为，我相信只有亲自体验过许多起起落落，失去了自己非常珍惜的人或事才能写出那些能让我感同身受的文字。” “听你这么说，莫非你曾失去你所珍惜的人或事？” “在我还没上一年级的时候，我母亲还有我的双胞胎哥哥因为一场车祸逝世了。每当父亲看到我，就想起离开人世的妻儿。最后，他把我寄托给叔叔照顾。不到一年的时间，父亲因无法接受我母亲的死，选择了自寻短见。因为婶婶无法受孕，所以叔叔和婶婶都把我当亲生儿子看待，他们都很疼我。而我叔叔是个音乐制作人，在他的熏陶下，我也对音乐产生了浓厚的兴趣。” “对不起，提起了你难过的往事。” “没关系，其实我也没有很伤心。因为父母在我那么小的时候就不在了，而对一个年仅五六岁的我来说，什么叫死，我都搞不清楚。相反的我却从叔叔婶婶身上得到那么多的厚爱，觉得自己是全世界最幸福的人...

I'll be on leave tml! Going in M'sia with Xiong tonight after work to fetch my aunt & cousins out!! They're here to celebrate Qiqi's 21st birthday! Of course, there's Little Genius's 20th birthday 2 days after! =) My colleague just commented that I seem to have lost abit of weight. BUT I'll be feasting over this weekend! OMG! -_-" Well, always look on the bright side of things! It's going to be a joyous celebration! As PROMISED, I'll make Little Princess cry as hard as she laugh. Little Genius, you're not spared from the sabotage either!! I'll nv forget how much the 2 of you "LOVE" me on my 21st b'day! So, it's pay back time this weekend! Wohoo! v(^_^)o

回到了酒店房间，丞欣洗了个热水澡，躺在床上望着那以蓝天白云的图案布置成的天花板，脑海里浮现出多年前的那起车祸。那一段她不想回忆起的往事，像旧电影版重播着。 那是一个刚下完倾盆大雨的星期天下午，丞欣与父母一如往常地前往祖母家。就在那十字路口，一声巨响惊醒了沉睡中的丞欣。下一秒钟发生的事，是丞欣昏迷前唯一的记忆。丞欣与父母乘坐的车在强大的撞击力下翻了几个跟斗，当汽车停顿后，丞欣感觉到颈部疼痛，眼前一片黑暗。 苏醒时，已是深夜时分了。丞欣尝试起身，却动弹不得。透过窗户，月光渗入了病房，鸦雀无声的房间只听见自己的呼吸声。这时，丞欣才慢慢警觉自己的颈项有点痛。抬起了手，看见自己被注入针孔打着点滴，丞欣这才想起较早前发生的意外。就当她想再度起身时，有个熟悉的身影从病房外走了进来。 当他慢慢靠近，丞欣才看清他的脸，“杰胜表哥，我爸妈在哪里？你可以扶我去看他们吗？” 杰胜表情严肃，拉了一旁的椅子坐在丞欣病床边。他用那泛红的眼睛看着丞欣，一声也不啃。 丞欣心里忐忑不安，她抓住杰胜的手，声音颤抖着：“杰胜表哥，我爸妈到底在哪里？快带我去见他们！” 杰胜握紧丞欣的手，“你冷静点听我说，舅母在车祸后因失血过多，在送往医院的途中逝世了。” 哽咽着，杰胜继续说道： “舅舅在车祸中脊椎受到严重的撞击，肋骨折断后刺入了心脏，当场断气了。” 丞欣控制不住自己的情绪，放声大哭。原本宁静的房间，充满了她那悲伤的哭泣声。杰胜唯有握着她的手，抚摸着她的头，试着安抚她的心情。 过了没多久，已哭成一个泪人的丞欣擦着眼泪，用那湿透的眼望着杰胜，“外婆，知道了吗？” “爸妈还在安排着后事，暂时还没通知她。不过，等不到你们一块儿吃午餐，她是有点失望。小姨告诉她说你们临时有点事不能来。我们为了不让她怀疑，也是在吃完了午餐才到医院来的。出门前，还吩咐小姨千万不能让外婆看到新闻。” “我们是为什么会遇到车祸?” 丞欣接着问。 “撞倒你们的是一辆大型卡车。司机因酒后驾车，神志不清，没有注意到转红的交通灯，无法及时刹车。因为速度很快，所以在强大的撞击下，你们的车才会翻覆。警方还在做进一步的调查。” 第二天，杰胜接丞欣出院，把她带到了殡仪馆。两个棺木平行排列着，透过玻璃看着父母的遗体，丞欣再度痛哭流涕，让在一旁来参加丧礼的人看了都心酸。换上了孝衣，丞欣跪在棺木边焚烧着冥纸，泪水不由自主地流下。 到了中午时分，两名警员带着一个高头...

My poor Hebe is diagnosed to have organs that are aging fast. She was given acupuncture treatment for her sprained back & the needles all came out bended. The doc said it's a sign that her body is not well & the red lights flashing for her health. May she be able to have lots of rest as the doc advised. She's just 24yrs old leh, my dear Hebe! =) Shino's case has finally come to an end. I'm so glad that the family of the deceased has decided to give her a chance & settle for a penalty of 8m TWD (S$360k). Money can always be earned. Shino is now a permanent pub singer, earning 240K (S$10.8K) monthly salary and slowly paying off the penalty. As long as Shino never gives up, fans would always be here to give her support! There has been rumors that she might be acting in a movie & even released a new album, wish her all the best! =) Yesterday, was Xu Wei Lun's birthday. She would be 29 yrs old now if she did not meet with the accident 9mths back. Just pra...

Yohoo!! Remember when the voting of my story closes, I said there would be a surprise? Ivan hates to disappoint, so I have a consolation prize for those readers who voted for a chinese story. You have lost the vote, but I've prepared a little something for you. A 10-page long (in MSWord) or rather short chinese novel. Those who voted for English story, you have won the vote, of course there would be a English story coming up. I'm still writing it & hopefully it would be better than the 1st story I wrote. Meanwhile, here's the 1st episode of my chinese novel! 第一集 《最后一个初恋》 丞欣脱了鞋，慢慢一步一步走向大海。水位从膝盖渐渐升到了腰部，最后把丞欣给淹盖了。就在一瞬间，一双健硕有力的手把丞欣拉上岸。 “你为什么那么傻？有什么事不能解决，要这样想不开？” 男子劈头就问。 一头雾水的丞欣摆出一副无奈的表情，“傻? 想不开？先生，我想你是误会了。” “难道你不是想自寻短见吗？”男子紧张的神情渐渐从脸上消失了。 “现在是我人生的高峰期，我怎么会有结束生命的念头？” 丞欣仿佛看到了男子头上浮现出许许多多的问号，她并接着说，“我叫丞欣，是台湾一间出版社的作者。这次到情人岛是为了寻找下一本小说的灵感。而刚才，突发奇想，想尝试在另一种环境下思考，希望会有些新鲜的点子。谁料到，我的举动却吓坏了你，真是对不起。” 男子听了，尴尬地频频道歉。看到男子面红耳赤说着对不起，不是有意打扰她的思绪，丞欣忍不住笑了。她最后一次这样放声大笑是多久前的事，丞欣似乎已忘了。又或许是她不愿再想起，而记忆也随着岁月渐...

My dedication was read on FM 93.3 just now, always love the way Mary & Ling Zhi reads my letter. The song Mary played was Landy - 祝我生日快乐. For those who missed it, below was what I wrote. 玛莉， 今天阳历11月13日也是农历十月初四，对我来说是个特别的日子。它既是个开心又让人伤感的一天。 11月13日是我与女友，Serene交往的第20个月。想借此机会感谢她这些日子来的包容，关心还有给予我那无微不至的爱。生命中多了她是我人生最快乐的事，她让我以不同的角度看待这世界，改变了我的一些负面想法。没有她，也不会有今日的我。Dear, 真的谢谢你，希望我们还会有更多个20月一起过。 3年前的十月初四，父亲离开了人世。从此，我们一家人的生活起了一定的变化。虽然，早已渐渐习惯背负着父亲留下的重大责任，照顾母亲与两个妹妹，但有时也会不禁在想，要是父亲还在那该多好。 我知道3年前，父亲在二妹，慧琪的生日前一天过世对她来说有着很大的影响。再过几天，慧琪就要过21岁生日了，希望当她步入人生另一个旅程的开始，她会学着放开。在这里，让你唯一的哥哥祝你生日快乐，所有梦想都能实现，还有能早日找到一个真心爱你，会好好照顾你的王子。 Ivan上 21/10/07

Wohoo! It's a WONDERFUL day! v(^_^)o Simply b'coz just as the subject said, "20th Month Anniversary"!! It's our 20th mth anniversary!! 20 mths of Happiness & Sweetness, may there be more to come!! Love can create wonders just like you did to me From your eyes, I see your trust in me Trusting me with every steps we take Your hugs keep me warm from the cold Your kisses drive away all stressful moments Bringing peace to my complicated mind You always choose to stay where you are To provide full support in whatever I do For that, I promise to keep my faith In this relationship we are maintaining Come what may, I'll be there for you This, I swear...

Look! I've build a shelter for them! wahah =P Hey, SY! These look great! I only tried the Chocolate Scones, they taste marvellous! You can buy them at Mama Bakery at Novena Square 2!

How was your Deepavali, folks? Whether you were celebrating with your family... Went for house visiting... Enjoying a day off at home... Simply doing nothing at all... I hope it was great! Happy 29th Birthday, kor! Our big brother that we look upon to always! I love that smile on your face, Little Genius! I know how much it hurts... I really do... I wish I can do something to ease your pain... But I can't... I wrote a song for you, it may not help or even may make things worse for you... I just want you to know I'm here for you! Ohana is here for you! KA is here for you too! 《原来我依然爱着你》- 鹰艾文 分手是好久以前的事 最近翻出你我的旧照片 曾经那些美好 依然伴随着我 偶尔雨天我辗转难眠 回想起当初甜蜜的时光 有多少的心酸 依旧缠绕着我 无意间 碰到了你 身边多了个她 我不知所措 好想从人间蒸发 原来我依然爱着你 刹那间 全身僵硬 顿时变木头人 唯有心在跳 感觉却是凉凉的 原来我依然爱着你 这些日子 我告诉自己 我不在乎 其实 我骗了全世界 也输了自己

Well, I said I never wana take part in the mobile contest for free movie tixs... But when I saw the contest 2 win this movie tixs, I went to take part again! *faints* It was until I submitted my application, I realized I shldn't be taking part. But I'm glad I did lah.. Though I got the front row seats as usual & this time, it's the last 2 seats of the whole cinema theatre, R15 & R16! This show is a great 1 to relieve all ur stress after 1 long day of chaos work! My dear certainly can vouch for that. (^^.) Anyway, if u have nt read the preview, the show is abt this bee, Barry who stumbled into the human's world. He found out that humans have been stealing the bees' honey & is all out to sue the humans. With the help of a human friend, Vanessa & his best bee friend, Adam, Barry won the lawsuit. However, this is not the end, there's more to come. How would Barry & his friends deal with it? Go catch the movie & u shall noe. The storyline mayb...

Look! It's a cheesecake baked with L♥VE! Of coz the baker is non other than my sweetest dear! Though it tastes more like sponge cake, thanks for the effort put in! It still tastes nice on its own! Guess what? I told dear it's American Cheesecake that I loved... She went to buy an American Cheesecake receipe book... So she can make one for me!! I want the double cheese one! Heavenly! I don't mind gaining a kg or 2 for that! (^^.) *muacks* I love you more than Cheesecake itself!

So, the voting has closed. I was still afraid a war would break out on my tag board. Well, looking at the votes for the past few days... Yanting - Eng Andrea - Eng Qi - Eng SY - Eng Mizuki - Chi TYL - Chi It's 4 - 2. (Only 6 persons read my story? Kind of demoralising...) Ok lah, plus XoNg who's vote was void & Little Genius who was busy with her 'A's, I have 8 readers. =) Well, even if there's 1 reader, I would still give you the best of Ivan! (^^.) Obviously, Eng has won the voting. BUT, I may just surprise my Chinese supporters. Continue to view my blog for the surprise(s)!!